i want to be yours

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why can't you love me the way i love you?

it seems like every time we talk there's always a new fling.

a new boy.

i repeatedly feign a smile,

in fear of conveying hatred towards the little boys

with big egos.

they don't deserve you.

they don't see you the way i do.

the way your hair shines in the sun,

or the way your eyes sparkle at night.

i spend hours staring at the ceiling,

convincing myself it's merely platonic.

but who am i kidding?

i want to be yours.

- S.M.

"i want to be yours"

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