battle scars

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*sh tw

i'm desperately losing a war as if it were 1939,

and it tires me completely.

i'm the kind of tired that stalks like a shadow

and hounds like a dog.

i feel so empty and deprived,

but not of sleep,

like a soldier on duty.

it feels like i'm constantly grasping for it,

a shred of euphoria,

yet somehow, it always manages to slip through my fingers

like sand in a bag.

barbed wire cuts into my pale skin,

destroying a once-perfect countryside.

deep, barren trenches

are filled with seas of red.

maybe i'm not losing the war,

maybe it's already over.

       - S.M.

       "battle scars"

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