Just Another Girl

Looking Back

The past can be seen in the present
The future in the past
Yet I am too blind to see
The damage I’ve caused
To myself
The holes I’ve dug
I’ll never get out of
If only I’d look back and see the future in front of me

The decisions I made haunt me
The rights I have done disappear
I’m told I’m wrong
There is no happiness
Yet the world is a happy and vibrant place
Obviously I can’t have both
Right and wrong
Black and white

I can feel myself leave this reality
To go someplace where I can be happy
It’s bright with sunlight
Full of colors and flowers
Quiet but loud with silence
Peaceful and chaotic
An island of uniqueness
That is like everyone else
Opposites rage against one another
In a peaceful war
For eternity