Just Another Girl

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I love you
Even while you were out with her
Even when you wouldnt look at me
Even as you walked away
Today, i wish i were over you
So i could move on to someone new
Wait no they - he - rejected me too
These last two years
Have been wonderful
Spent alone
Yearning for intimacy and belonging
As i grow increasingly isolated
From those who dare to call me their friend
The last time she reached out to me
Was before...
Now im watching het ruin her life
With a front row seat
I can only hope to catch her when she falls
There i go again, thinking about her
Not even worried about me
I know who i want - you - who wants her
And you - you areny free to be mine
I love you
And i will never be able to stop