"I haven't eaten out in a very long time," Yoongi says putting his phone in his pocket
"nor have I," I said looking out the window. After we talked I felt more comfortable around him. Somehow, when he was crying I became soft for him and I wanted to protect him.
little did y/n know that they both had the urge to protect each other.
~time skip-restaurant-~
We ordered and the food came surprisingly really quick. We enjoyed our meal alongside enjoying each other's company. The food was amazing. After dinner, we went to the local store to grab some ice cream Yoongi said he was craving some. When we got to his house he asked me to follow him up to the balcony so I did what I was told.
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"Yoongi you are so lucky to have such a view" I gasp in amazement
Yoongi giggles at your behaviour and pushes your jaw up to close your mouth "close your mouth before a fly goes in"
We sit there enjoying the breathtaking night view and we look up at the everlasting shining stars all while enjoying our creamy ice cream. Ahhhh what a life for Yoongi
"You have a great life Yoongi" I giggle while looking at Yoongi's side profile
"it's not always been like this I had to work hard for this...there was time I couldn't even afford this ice cream" he softly said while looking at the ice-cream
I let out a little "oh" and continue listening to him
"The world has been harsh on me since the beginning...since the day I was born. I decided that I wasn't going to live life how the world wanted me to I was going to do what I want. I started to lose hope in myself when no one adopted me. once I got out of that place I had nothing. No money, no shelter, no water, no food and most importantly no one...no one to tell me what was right or wrong. no one to ask me how my day was...I was alone"
listening to him made tears come to my eyes but I turned away so he won't see and he could continue.
"I decided if I wanted to live I would have to not care about what anyone says but it still hurt...I didn't have money so people looked down on me and pitied me... I didn't want to be pitied. So I acted tough and it would come out as rude or disrespectful for people but they would never understand that I was just trying to protect myself."
listening to him made me realise that I was the same, I also just wanted to protect myself but people thought I was disrespectful and rebellious
"I worked restless day and night and finally could afford a good education and that education led me up to where I am now...up until then I was lonely...I'm really grateful for you y/n and I would do anything to protect you I never had this feeling of being taken care of. When you make me breakfast and make sure I'm fed it really makes me happy and that feeling is a different feeling and I will do anything to keep this feeling... thank you y/n I really mean it" he looks at me with tears in his eyes. It makes me burst into tears no one has ever been thankful for me. It was a new feeling to my and I too would do anything to keep it.
"awww we keep crying y/n," he says crying
"come here," he says standing up
I listen to him and he pulls me in a long warm hug. I felt safe. So safe that if any distraction was to come we would still stand still in each other's arms.
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