Chandlers POV
I went inside of my room and slammed the door I started standing there crying that the fuck is wrong with me why am I so dumb
I get into bed feeling nothing I should've stayed with tyler...getting abused is better then being heart broken...I get a pillow and hug it and just cry myself to sleep
I wake up at about 9:30 I get up and put on a shirt and go find the other guys
I find them eating food I go and join them
"How did you sleep chan?" Jimmy asked
"I slept..ok" I say while putting on a fake smile
After breakfast we finally go out the bunker "hey uh...jim can I take a break....?"I say "yea you can" he says
I just say ok and walk to my car I start it and start to drive home
When I get home I open the fridge and get a beer and just go to lay down
I dont drink alot but fuck it
I drank about 5 bottles i was drunk stupid, horny, and hungry...
I wanted to make food but I failed so I just ate an apple
I fell asleep for a few minutes tell I heard a knock on the door
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