Chris's POV
I
was driving home I regret telling Chandler that....but its already done
He is just a young...sweet guy..
When I got home i sat on the couch I get a text message from him I just say sorry and I blocked him I felt bad
I heard someone knock on the door I get up and look out the window it was
Jimmy
I open the door
"Hey chris I just came by to tell you about the video for tomorrow" he says he tells me what we are doing
"Also chris do you know why Chandler was upset like...he was having a full meltdown I tried to help him but he told be to get out" he says
I started thinking...that I made him have a meltdown I caused this...
"Oh...yea I know why...." I say
"Look....dont be mad...i was kinda...sleeping with him..and i was over there and he didn't want sex he wanted more...like a relationship...but I have Katie I love her"
"O-oh" he says
"I love him too...but I dont want a relationship with him..or I do but I can't"i say
"You-you should at least try to talk to him he seems like in a really bad spot right now" he says
He looks at me and grabs my shoulder and starts rubbing it "you choose what you want...if you want Chandler be with him if you want Katie be with her" he says while he leaves
I wanted to be with him but I have Katie....we have a child....
I started tearing up I have to stay with her...
I go in the room and see her sleeping I go and ley next to her and fall asleep
(1 day later)
After we finish filming the video I go over to Chandlers
I knock on the door and he didn't answer I started to get worried so I kept knocking I look over and see that the window is broken I put my arm through the whole and unlatch the window and open it I climbed inside
"CHAN CHAN" I yell
I go upstairs to his room i see him laying on the floor I got scared and turned him over he was just sleeping I look around his room and see about 6 beer bottles laying around I look down stairs and see about 4
I go back up to put him in his bed after I set him down I lay next to him
I feel Chandlers arm go around me
"C-chr-ChRisY?" I hear Chandler say
I look over at him and put my hand on his cheek
"Chan....look I'm staying with Katie I'm sorry I just...have to I'm so sorry Chandler..." I say
I get on top of him and start to kiss him we made out for about an hour I left hickeys around his neck
that would be our last kiss...
I was about to get up but he pulled me back and started kissing me more
He gave up and fell back and started crying more
It hurt me to see him like this...I go over to him and put his head on my chest and started to calm him down
"I'm sorry this has to happen..." I say
"I will...see you later ok" I also say
I get up and kiss him one last time and walk out his room while I was walking down his stairs my eyes start to tear up I open the door and I see Jimmy getting out his car I look at him
And leave the door open I walk to my car and get in I put my head on the steering wheel and start to cry
"I'm sorry...I'm so sorry" I said in a shakey voice
I wipe my tears away and just drive home
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Hope you enjoyed this chapter ok I love yall now go eat food and drink water
Idk why I keep putting this song...to me it kinda goes with the story but idk
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