i saw you again. for the first time since i left you.everyone told me i deserved better
at the time, i didn't think i did.
now i know.
the emotional abuse and manipulation i could withstand. i told myself i would leave if or when you ever hit me.
and when you crossed that line, for far too many times to count, i showed up to my brothers doorstep again.
constantly having to hold back tears as you throw back shots.
i gave it my all, you gave me me nothing at all and wondered why i left.i packed my bags for my brothers house.
leaving you
hoping you find someone who loves you better than i do.and when you saw me, you also saw him.
the man who fixed the godforsaken mess that you made me.
and when we made eye contact, i finally let go.
and now i am able to forget that you existed
but not forget the experience.
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Poetry: the things I won't say out loud
Poetryquotes and poetry about life, we all deserve a break once in a while. i hope these quotes i have give you a break from your reality. (Go to Act II. in the story for more of the poetry)