I'm forced so much to do things
But if only I could take my time
Feeling deserted
Stranded as so
I feel tired like no other person
How could anyone be as tired as me?
From the windows I look out and there are no people.
Just people inside doing activities I'm not bothered to do.
Why do I have to be like them?
It's so stupid to be like them
To be like them is a nuisance when I feel so down in the mouth
Feeling tired is the emotion I feel
I can't get up from the spot I lay in
I will try though
To do things in small steps
Maybe my medication messed up my head
Messed me up beyond measures
To make me so ill, so tired
However
Maybe that's all that remains
As I lay.
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Contrasting Thoughts
PoetryPoetry by Jessica Madden. These are poems of emotions I have and thoughts about life. Thoughts that are mainly due to the fact that I have ASD (Autism Spectrum Disorder) which makes the world more overwhelming to be in. I love writing poetry and the...