I felt sadness but the tears in my eyes do not fall down my face
I am sad, though
Nightmares form in my head
They form when I lay down to go to sleep
Though I can never really go to sleep
I will dream the same dream
Of the hardships and disasters of the past
Night mares
I dream the same thing
Over and over
It seems like forever in these dreams
Like a dream that tells me something
I will not go back to the past after these dreams
I really should not
I am not going to think about that though
Through these nightmares I feel all I can do is get endless dbt from a therapist as to why I am the way I am
Why am I like this where I make such careless mistakes
I wish I was better at this
And I am disappointed at the person I am as the outcome of all this
But I must say
They are nightmares the dreams I have
Night mares
Nightmares
There is a routine my mind wanders in to pass the night in these worlds trying to figure out the chaos in my head
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