Why am I worrying about my weight?
I shouldn't be wondering about it...
Or should I do
It's hard not to focus on such things
I am afraid of gaining enormous amounts of fat
I cannot down cool. I feel very pent up and fearful.
I used to be skinny when I was younger but now I am large.
I should not think of this as a disaster
But I can't control my emotions about such things
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Contrasting Thoughts
PoetryPoetry by Jessica Madden. These are poems of emotions I have and thoughts about life. Thoughts that are mainly due to the fact that I have ASD (Autism Spectrum Disorder) which makes the world more overwhelming to be in. I love writing poetry and the...