maybe, you're gonna be the one who saves me

Childish (Emori)

For the person with no patience what so ever, here you f-word go haha! If you don't like it imma whoop your ass :)

"Look, all I'm saying is that it is childish okey, I still-" Emori was cut of short, her girlfriend taking the lead in the conversation.

"Did you just call me childish? Well guess who's not gonna get in to my fort!" (y/n) said offended but with a hint of amusement. Things had been hard for them in space, waiting to find a way down and back to their family. (y/n) was always the most childish in the group which is why, when she wanna cheer someone up she returns to a true stat of national childlessness. And if building a fort for hours would make Emori forget about their situation - even just for a few minutes - it would be worth it.

"(y/n) this is exactly what I'm talking about" Emori was innerly punching herself for falling in love with (y/n). God she could be too mush sometimes. Emori wouldn't admit it if you'd ask her but she was giggling the whole time.

"(y/n)? Who's (y/n)? I'm Becca pramheda creator of A.L.L.I.E and this-" (y/n) say motioning to her fort "my humble home" Even (y/n) had to crack a smile at her silly story which made Emori's smile even wider.

"Okey okey okey, I'll play along" Emori said, racing her hands in a surrendering gesture. "I'd love to see where you do all your research... Becca"

"I love you"

"We just met but if that's how quickly you wanna go-"

"No, seriously. I mean it" (y/n)'s eyes sparked with happiness, her mouth almost up to her ears. This wasn't the first time the girl had said 'I love you' to her girlfriend. But it was the first time she knew that it was gonna last forever. "I love you Emori"

"Babe I love you too but why the sparkles in your eyes? Don't tell me you're pregnant?!" Emori laughed at her mediocre joke, knowing fully well that (y/n) could never be pregnant. The former was pushed by her girlfriend and almost fell onto the wall of the fort. Key word - almost. (y/n) rolled her eyes and nodded her head as she let go of Emori's arm.

"For once I try to be serious and then you have to act like the child?" The tone in (y/n)'s voice wasn't mean or angry. Just serious. The (h/c) exited the fort and made her way to their shared bed. Her mood had changed drastically. Forever. She knew her love for Emori would last forever. However, forever might be shorter then she initially thought. They've tired to figure out how to return to earth but without success, and the water supply is almost out. (y/n) didn't wanna die in some stupid space ship. (y/n) didn't wanna die now. She was young, she still had so much to explore. Learn. She's supposed to have more time with her family. More time with Emori.

All that had been building up in (y/n) and now it was coming out. The (h/c) was pulled out of her thoughts when Emori settled next to her on the bed. "I'm sorry"

"Don't apologize. You didn't do anything" (y/n) took a deep breath before looking her lover in the eyes. "I'm scared Emori, I'm not ready to go" she said, head now turned away, facing the fort.

"(y/n) what are you talking about?" The grounder girl put her finger under (y/n)'s chin, making her lift up her head and look Emori in the eyes.

"You know what I mean! And I know you're scared too, that's why I did all of this!" (y/n)'s voice was louder yet more vulnerable as she motioned to the fort once more. "God I'm so stupid! I did this so you didn't have to think about our problems. And now, I'm the one bringing them up, I'm the one needing comfort"

"(y/n) it's okey-"

"No it's not! I wanted to be a good girlfriend but I failed that too, just like I failed Clarke. If I just" she paused to take a deep breath "she would be alive if it wasn't for me"

"(y/n) there's nothing you could've done okey. You saved the rest of us. Clarke saved the rest of us" Emori looked her girlfriend deeply in her eyes, making sure she understood every single word she said. (y/n) rested her head on Emori's shoulder, releasing the oxygen she didn't know was there. They sat like that for a moment. Quiet. All that was heard was the faint shatter from the others outside. It was, peaceful. Long overdue. And it was needed.

After what felt like an hour but in reality actually was 13 minutes, (y/n) spoke up. "So... you wanted to see where I do my research?" The (h/c) had a mischievous smile on her lips as she looked playfully at the shorter girl. Emori could not understand how she'd gotten so lucky. (y/n) tugged her shirt signing for Emori to stand up. (y/n) kissed her passionately. Forcefully. Hungry. Before suddenly ending it in a matter of seconds. "Are you just gonna stand there stranger or are you coming inside?" She asked. Emori looked at the fort then back at (y/n) before rolling her eyes. Yet a big smile was tugging her lips. Emori walked in behind (y/n) and she felt excited, lucky, even up here in space knowing they might not make it. She was gonna make sure (y/n) stayed safe. Emori had finally found inner peace. And all she could feel at that moment, while acting like a child with the girl she loved the most, was happiness. True innocent happiness.