Home Sweet Home (Eren x reader smut)

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TW:SUICIDE MENTION

I'm planning making y/n suicidal only for this chapter, because her parents and etc just ignore it, it'll slowly go away soon this might be the only chapter when its mentioning sh and suicide but when Eren start to show up it'll be fine after that yk yk ok

(y/n) POV

When Eren left I tiptoed upstairs even though I was home alone, when I walked in my bedroom I felt a cold breeze and it left when I closed my door. I had anger built up in me from my parents. I hated them so much, they ruined my whole life, I just want to leave this hell hole. I want to text eren and vent but...im scared what if he doesn't care or what if he tells me to suck it up. I didn't want to think about it anymore. I walked over to my dresser and new clothes out and went to the bathroom and started to strip.

Taking off my shirt and pants leaving me in my undergarments. I started hating my body for some reason. There are old scars on my thighs and inner arm. I promised myself I wouldn't do it but I want to now. These thoughts followed me everywhere. MASSIVE TW TW TW TW SKIP IF YA NEED <3. I went to go pick a blade up, the cold floor hitting my feet every step I took. Sitting on the bathroom floor, not crying, but had a blank face on.

3rd person POV

She slashed every time and it only dripped more and more and her eyes fluttered with dark eye bags from bad sleep habits. (y/n) stood up and looked at the foggy mirror from the shower. She slowly brought her hand up to wipe the fog and yelped while doing so. She stood there for a bit and walked over to the shower curtain. Taking off her bra, underwear, (y/n) walked in the shower and flinched from the warm water stinging her wrists but soon got over it.

(y/n) got all cleaned, and got out of the shower. The bathroom was foggy with the warmth still wrapped around her. The towel was the only thing comforting her at this point. She really needed a hug.

"What's the point..." she whispered under her breath.

Walking out of the bathroom, the toxic air flew everywhere and (y/n) heard her father yelling, and her mother yelp. (y/n) didn't know who to worry for...her mother...or herself. Thinking he wasn't home, he must've got home the same as her mother. She scurried to her bed and grabbed the clothes and threw them on. Noticing she couldn't find her jacket she started to panic and her breaths were getting heavier by the second. (y/n) heard her dad coming upstairs knowing she was next. She picked up the jacket that was piled in the corner with other clothes I was wearing earlier. TW ABUSE SKIP IF YA NEED Her dad barged in yelling,

"WHERE WERE YOU THE OTHER NIGHT"

"I-i-" (y/n) said, trying not to stutter.

"ANSWER ME"

"I was at a friends with Mikasa" (y/n) says holding back tears what in the

"YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE GOING OUT FOR FUCKING MCDONALDS" he screamed

"I-, p-please stop y-yelling" Y/n hiccupped.

"Whatever," He stated coldly, as slapped her and left the room.

(y/n) sat there and put her soft hands on the red hand mark on her face. She was kind of glad

that's all he did, normally it would be worse. Pulling hair, punching, throwing things at me, etc.

*(Back to talking to eren)*

(y/n) POV

I just wanted to see eren and talk to him. I turned on my phone with tears rolling down my soft cheeks. The phone was bright at first but dimmer slowly. Opening messages I stare at the "0" notifications. I don't blame anyone, it was 3 in the morning. I bothered eren and texted him.

(y/n)

Eren are you up....

It's okay if you're not. I just needed someone to talk to...

Read at 3:08am

Eren

Hey y/n

Ya im up

Are you okay?

(y/n)

No im not okay honestly

It's my parents....

I feel safe talking about it with you

Eren

Do you need me to call?

(y/n)

Yes.

Erens POV

We talked on the phone until morning, when she fell asleep on call. I hung up and got up to eat breakfast. "Pulling an all nighter again" I think to myself. My feet touched the carpet and and I walked down the creaky steps, to be greeted by my mom.

"Hi eren!" she voiced.

"Hey mom," I said with a raspy voice.

"Do you want breakfast?"

"Sure..."

My mom normally makes the best breakfast...i'm lucky to have her. Suddenly thoughts of y/n saying she wanted to leave her house and move somewhere but was struggling to figure out where to go....then an idea popped up in my head. Before I sat down I grabbed a hairband on my wrists, and tied it up halfway, leaving the strand out in the front. I was wearing basic sweatpants and a t-shirt. My mother walked up to me with food and gently placed it on the table. I smiled, making her smile and said my thanks. Before she could walk away I said,

"hey mom...?"

"Yes?"

"Can my friend live with us?" I blurted without realizing for a second. "Only if its okay with you! Obviously.."

"Is this friend a girl..? She had a questionable face on.

"Yes but she is just a friend...she just really needs help and I think she would like to stay here..."

"Uhm...sure I would like to meet her though!" my mom said hesitantly and smiled before walking off.

I sighed as I started feeling guilty for y/n. Acting like it's my fault. I want to make her happy, I don't want her to have this anger and hatred for everything...I love her.

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(A/N)-1003 words

if any of you skipped basically Eren loves y/n and wants to help her!!!