~Im A Sorry Excuse!~

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Taehyung woke up and looked around
He forgot they had moved
He sighed and looked to his side
Jungkook was gone
He looked at the clock and it was 4 am
He sighed once more
He went downstairs and saw Jin and yoongi laying on the couch
Neither was sleeping
"Where did they go?" Tae asked
"Went to kill G Dragon" Jin said casually as he played on his switch
"Wait what?!" Tae was taken back
"G had told Rose about our plan" Yoongi said as he watched TV
"When did they leave?" Tae asked
"Mm an hour ago" Jin said
"They took TXT with them, they'll be fine" Yoongi said and right as he said that
They walked through the doors
Taehyun tripped but Hoseok caught him by his shirt
He pulled him back up
"Thank you sir.." he was embarrassed
Hoseok nodded
Namjoon, Hoseok, Jungkook, Huening Kai, Soobin and Beomgyu were all covering in blood
Yeonjun and Taehyun on the other hand were very clean
Jin noticed
"Why are you two spotless?" He asked
"Mr. Kim said I had to be the driver" Taehyun said
"Mr. Jeon told me to wait with Taehyun" Yeonjun explained
Huening Kai was exhausted
He walked to his room tiredly
Soobin looked mad and so did Beomgyu
"What's your guys problem?" Tae asked
"Our LeAdEr sent me into a deadly task while he took the easy one!" Beomgyu growled at Soobin
Soobin whipped his head towards him
"Easy?! A BIG ASS DUDE WAS ON TOP OF ME TRYING TO CHOKE ME!! I TOLD YOU TO HELP MR KIM WITH G!!" He yelled
"G HAD TWO GUNS!! ONE OF WHICH WAS RIGHT AGAINST MY FOREHEAD!!" Beomgyu yelled
Yoongi got up and walked up to Beomgyu and smacked him HARD
Taehyun and Yeonjun gasped
"Do Not! Yell at your leader like that!! No matter what situation you were sent in, you do it and you get it done" Yoongi growled at him
Beomgyu held his face in silence
Namjoon put his hand on Beomgyu's shoulder
"Did you hear him?" He sounded upset
Beomgyu cleared his throat
"Yessir..."
Yoongi looked at Soobin
He had a smirk on his face but Yoongi smacked him just as hard
Taehyun and Yeonjun gasped again
"Wipe that smirk off your face, be more cautious about the things you send your men into. You need them alive. Don't be a fucking idiot" Yoongi growled at him as well
Soobin held his face
"Yessir..."
Jungkook cleared his throat
"TXT wash up and go to bed." Jungkook told them
"Yessir." They all responded besides huening kai since he was already gone
Jin looked at Namjoon and gasp
There was a slash across his cheek
He got up quickly
"Nami what happened?!" He was worried
Namjoon shrugged
"I got careless and let him get too close to me" he said
Jin dragged him to the kitchen
Jungkook plopped on the couch and sighed
"God that dude has so much protection" Jungkook complained
Hoseok sat on the other couch
"Not enough to not get him killed"
Hoseok said as he grabbed Yoongi's hand and made him sit on his lap
Tae walked to Jungkook and sat next to him
"Why didn't you wake me?" He asked
Jungkook looked at him
"You were sleeping also Namjoon didn't want me to" Jungkook said as he pushed Tae's hair behind his ear
"They didn't wake us either" Yoongi told Tae
Tae sighed
"You aren't hurt are you?" He asked
Jungkook didn't tell anyone about it because he was fine
He unbuttoned his shirt and showed a slash that went to the left side of his shoulder to the right, down to his hip
Tae gasped
"Jungkook what happened?!"
Hoseok and Yoongi saw
Yoongi quickly looked away because he didn't wanna look anymore
Hoseok knew that was gonna scar
"Ooohhh shit.." he rubbed Yoongi's back as he continued to look at Jungkook's chest
Jungkook shrugged
"Some guy got a good swing on me that's all" he was nonchalant about it
Jin came running in with the first aid kit
"I HEARD SOMEONE WAS HURT?!" He saw the slash
"Ooohhh... Jungkook you are a man right?" Jin asked as he crouched down right in front of him to have easy access to his chest
"Yeah." He replied
"Do real men cry?" Jin asked as he pulled out the disinfecting spray
"Yeah... why?" Jungkook asked
Jin popped off the cap
"Get ready to cry like a bitch then" Jin said and started to spray the spray across his chest to his hip
"AAHHH!!! SON OF A BITCH!! STOP!!" Jungkook's reflexes went off and he was about to hit Jin but Namjoon caught his wrist
"Calm down and let him do this" he told him
It stung so badly
"OH MY FUCKING GOD THIS IS WORSE THAN GETTING SHOT!!" He yelled
Jin took a cotton ball and dabbed it across the slash
"It's almost over" he told him
He put butterfly bandaids to at least help speed up the healing processes
"This fucking blows, now there is a giant scar across my abdomen.." Jungkook rolled his eyes
Hoseok shrugged
"To be honest... they find it hot" he whispered the last part
Hoseok has a scar on the side of his neck and Yoongi loves kissing it
Yoongi looked at Jungkook and nodded
Jungkook looked at Tae
Tae blushed and nodded
Jungkook looked at Jin and watched him nod
He looked up at Namjoon and saw him smirk and wink at him
He was kinda excited now
Jin got up
"Finished! Imma go check on Soobin, Huening Kai and Beomgyu" Jin said
Namjoon nodded as he let go of Jungkook
Jin walked to Beomgyu's room
"Knock knock I'm coming in" he said and walked in
Beomgyu was laying down
"You are still dirty" Jin said
He was quiet
"What are you mad at? Yoongi hitting you or at Soobin still?" He asked as he set up the kit
"Both.." Beomgyu responded
"And why are you mad at both?" Jin asked as he pulled out the spray
"Soobin sent me into a dangerous situation and I was at gun point and he didn't even care, also I'm mad that Mr. Min hit me as if I was some puppy" Beomgyu sat up
Jin walked over to him and took his shirt off for him
"But you are" Jin said and checked his body and saw a few cuts, not to deep but he was being cautious
"Excuse me?" Beomgyu ask
Jin sprayed the spray
"AH!" He yelped
"You are a puppy, you need to learn with all the puppies and you are learning from the big dogs" Jin said as he dabbed the cuts with a cotton ball
"Sir... what are you trying to say?" Beomgyu asked
Jin started to put regular band aids on his cuts
"Look, you and your leader are both learning still. Yes Soobin has been here longer but he's still learning, he still fucks up but he does also make good calls. This wasn't a good call but nor was it a fuck up. When you see your leader in trouble and he gives you an order, you either listen to that order that was given or you help your leader... which one did you do?" Jin asked as he continued to put band aids on his chest and back
"I took the order.." Beomgyu said
"Why?" Jin asked
"Because my leader gave me and order and i was told to never disobey my leader" Jin shook his head
"No we didn't say that, now you are making yourself sound like a puppy not disobeying his owner. We said to take the order unless you feel like you can do something more and that can help the situation. So why didn't you help your leader?" Jin asked
"I want him to drop dead" Beomgyu said
Jin smacked the back of his head
"No you don't, why didn't you help him.?" Jin repeated himself
"...because... I was a puppy and I didn't think I was strong enough to take on a bigger dog..." Beomgyu said and hung his head low
Jin finally finished
"You are a puppy but you a baby pit bull so you are gonna grow to be this big strong dog one day but only if you take the risks of taking on a big dog when you are still a puppy" Jin told him
Beomgyu looked up at Jin and smiled then nodded
Jin smiled
"Now go shower, the band aids are water proof" Jin smiled as he closed the kit and walked to huening kai's room
"Knock knock I'm coming in" jin said and walked in
He was sleeping But he wasn't wearing a shirt
He turned on the lights and saw nothing on his back
He looked at his chest and there was a few cuts but they look like they were given by a cat so he didn't bother
As Jin was about to leave after turning off the light he heard huening kai say in a sleepy voice
"Goodnight... Mr... Seokjin..." Kai said tiredly then quickly fell back to sleep
Jin smiled
"Goodnight Kai" Jin said and walked to Soobin's room
"Knock knock I'm coming in" Jin said and saw Soobin looking for clean clothes
"I was just about to shower.." he said to Jin
Jin nodded
"Take off your shirt" Jin told him
Soobin's face turned red quickly as he covered his still clothed chest
"Excuse me?!" He was flustered
Jin looked at him like 'you idiot' then he held up the first aid kit
"Ooh!" He was now embarrassed
Soobin took off his shirt and Jin didn't see anything on his chest or stomach
"Turn around" Jin said
Jin did and saw so many cuts on his back
"What the fuck?! Did you get mauled by a bear?!" Jin said and put down the kit
"There was this girl that had a butterfly knife and she was really fast, she kept cutting me and Beomgyu, she also cut Mr. Kim's face and Mr. Jeon's chest" Soobin explained
Jin sighed
"So.. why didn't you ask Beomgyu to help you get the man off you instead of sending him off to do some other task?" Jin asked as Soobin sat on the edge of the bed
He was quiet
"I want a answer before I'm finished please" Jin said and sprayed the spray
Soobin winced
"Ah-.. I-... I wanted to do it on my own, get the guy off me... I wanted to do it by myself.." Soobin told Jin
Jin was dabbing his wounds
"And why is that?" He asked
"Because.... I wanted to prove I'm not weak.. but every time I try to do something on my own Everyone is there for my rescue, wether it's Beomgyu, Taehyun, Yeonjun, Kai, Mr. Jeon, Mr. Taehyung, Mr. Min, Mr. Jung, you but it's almost always Mr. Kim..." Soobin sighed
"Why is that a bad thing?" Jin asked
Soobin closed his eyes
"If I'm being honest... I don't remember a time I was in a situation and I got myself out of it... Someone is always there to save me... like I can't do anything on my own..." Soobin said
Jin was putting butterfly bandaids on him
"Did you get the guy off you? By yourself?" Jin asked
"No! I didn't! Mr. Kim once again!! Was my knight in shinny fucking armor!! I am so grateful that he took me in and I look up to him!! I see him as a big brother but I'd really like it if He would just back the fuck off!!" Soobin said in a angry tone
"Oh?" He heard Namjoon's voice from the door way
He opened his eyes and saw him
"M-Mr. Kim!" He was scared
He only heard the parts of Soobin saying how grateful he was for him and so on
"Want me to back off? Okay. Next time I see you in a deadly situation I'll let you die." Namjoon said and was about to walk away
Soobin was about to take it until he looked at Jin and Jin looked disappointed in him that he didn't talk back
Soobin thought about it for a second then ran after Namjoon
He ran right in front of him
"No! You don't get to be mad! I do! Sir! I'd like you to name one time that I did something on my own without one of my own men or your men or even you helping me! Please!" Soobin said in a upset town
"Last week with that girl that had you at gun point." Namjoon said
Soobin shook his head
"Kai shot her down." Namjoon's facial expression didn't change
"Two weeks ago with that man that had you on the floor with the brace knuckles" Namjoon said
"Mr. Jeon tackled him and Mr. Min shot him"
Namjoon still had the same expression
"Today when that guy was on top of yo-" Soobin cut him off
"THAT WAS YOU!! SIR!! IM SORRY FOR RAISING MY VOICE AT YOU BUT I CAN DO THINGS ON MY OWN BUT YOU NEVER GIVE ME THE CHANCE!! NOBODY EVER GIVES ME THE CHANCE!!"
Namjoon could see his eyes watering
All of TXT came out of their rooms including Kai when they heard the shouting
Jin watched the whole thing and so did Namjoon's men
"IM SO SORRY FOR BEING WEAK!!" He was getting emotional
He looked at his men
"IM A SORRY EXCUSE FOR A LEADER"
He looked directly at Yeonjun
"IM A SORRY EXCUSE FOR A BOYFRIEND!" And he looked around the whole room and saw all eyes on him
"IM A SORRY EXCUSE FOR A MAN AND IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING!! SIR YOU MADE A BAD CHOICE OF MAKING ME THEIR LEADER.. I'm sorry.." he was crying
Namjoon took a step close to him but Soobin backed up
"I'm so sorry.." he walked past everyone and went towards the door
He grabbed his coat and walked out the building
Namjoon didn't move
Yeonjun was about to go after him but Beomgyu stopped him and he went instead
He walked out of the house and looked around
It was a big house but he finally found him
He was in the backyard by the pool sitting on a beach chair
"Hey..." Beomgyu said and sat next to him
"I'm sorry for being mad at you earlier..." he apologized
"It's fine... I'd be mad at me too..." Soobin replied
"You aren't a sorry excuse for a leader" Beomgyu told him
"Yes I am. Don't pity me" Soobin told him
"I'm not! And you aren't! I was mad because I wanted to help you but I was scared but apparently you didn't want my help... I'm sorry for not understanding that..." Beomgyu told him
"No one has ever had to save you so it's fine you don't understand"
Beomgyu shook his head
"Not true, I've wanted to do so many things on my own but Mr. Jeon saves me or Taehyun or Yeonjun saves me when I don't want them to.. I know that feeling and I'm sorry we put you through that for so long... just.. next time you don't want our help... just tell us.. okay...?" Beomgyu told him
Soobin looked at him and nodded
Beomgyu got up and sideways hugged Soobin
"You are my best friend. Don't forget that"  Beomgyu said as he looked at the pool
Soobin hummed
"Mhm.. you're my best friend too.." he told him
Beomgyu heard footsteps
He looked and saw Namjoon
"Imma go.." he said and left
Namjoon walked up to Soobin
"Stand up." Namjoon told him
Soobin was hesitant
"I said stand up" Namjoon repeated
Soobin finally stood up
Namjoon raised his hand
Soobin flinched
But Namjoon grabbed the back of Soobin's neck and pulled him into his chest
"When I was in my very first mafia group I was just like you.. the only difference is that I wasn't the leader. Everyone saved my ass left and right, even if I could've gotten out of that situation by myself... someone always had to save me.... but I changed that... I killed my whole group now I'm not saying to do that but still" Namjoon heard Soobin laugh
Namjoon chuckle
"I'm sorry I just don't want you to fail.. but you can't be successful without a few fails here and there... I'm sorry." Namjoon apologized
Soobin looked at Namjoon
"It's okay sir... I'm sorry I yelled at you.." he apologized
Namjoon shook his head
"No it's fine. I needed to hear how your felt because I'm too stubborn to listen sometimes" Namjoon admitted
"Now come on let's go inside. You need to shower you smell" Soobin laughed again
"Yessir"
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{A/N: Don't We Love Character Development :) I'm sorry for not uploading!! :( I Love You All And Stay Safe 🥺💜}

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