•never again• (bill denbrough X reader)

chapter four

Bill's POV

I woke up to the sound of my alarm. I get up and I walk to my bathroom in my room. I take off the sweatshirt and I prepare for my shower. Then I look at my small body with the bandage around my chest.

I sigh and I undo the knot and I unwrap the bandage. I turn my back to the mirror and I look at the fresh cut.

I can't believe a girl can have this much power over someone.

I finish showering and I go downstairs to see my mother preparing breakfast. "Morning honey." "Morning m-mom"

"How did you sleep?" I pick up an apple and sigh, "Sore, but peaceful," I take a bite out of the apple. "Bill! I'm preparing breakfast for goodness sake" I put down the apple. Mom sighs and puts down the knife. "I think that fall got to your brain as well" We both laugh. "Yeah s-s-sure"

I start packing mah bag for school, until mom realized what i was doing. "Bill what are you doing? You're not going to school today." I sigh. "But mom-" "Shush, get up to your room"

"F-Fine" Mom picks up the knife and continue cutting lettuce.

Ring Ring

"I'll get it!" I pick up the phone;

Bill: Hello?

Y/n: Hey Bill, how do you feel?

Bill: Still sore, but fine. Sorry about last night, S-Sam was being a total bitch.

Mrs Denbrough: *muffeld* language!

Bill: Sorry!

Y/n: *laughs* okay, today after school I need you to meet me at the quarry.

Bill: O-okay, but don't you need to help your mother today?

Y/n: She told me that I should stay home, invite you over. But I decided that the quarry was more suitable.

Bill: F-finally you need the rest. I'm not going to school today but we can still meet.

Y/n: Okay, at 3

Bill: Okay bye.

Y/n: Bye.

I put the phone down and my mother looks at me, smiling.

"Mom" I laugh nervously. "I hear the way you talk to her, Bill you can't hide it." I sigh, "I'm so good at hiding stuff, I hid my feelings from Y/n since forever." "Woah, I couldn't even keep a secret for that long." I just nod. "Well, I'm going to the quarry at 3, Y/n wants to talk." Mom finished the salad and put some on my plate. "That's fine, but no funny business." "Yeah mom, trust me." I sit down and I start eating.

Y/n's POV

I miss the old times, when all of us Losers were inseparable of each other. Like when I didn't have to help my mom or when all of us were helping someone who got cut up and when...I kissed one of them.

"Emmett, I'm going to go out, I'll be back in a few." I walk out of my house and I close the door. I put my backpack on my back and I get on my bike.

On my way to the quarry, I started to feel uneasy. I see a bike, hidden in the woods nearby. The quarry isn't usually this busy.

I arrive and I see Bill sitting on the edge of the cliff. "Hey Bill!" He notices me "Hey." I clear my throat and I plop onto the ground.

"So...what d-do you wanna talk about?" Bill asks "Okay so, remember 4 years ago, we fought off Pennywise" He nods, "And remember when Pennywise knew all our fears, like Beverly's fear was of having her period, Richie's fear was clowns and Eddie's was of sickness."

"Why are you telling m-me this?" He asks "Because I never understood your fear." He turns pale. "Umm, I...I...I'm afraid of my old mistakes. One of the mistakes is that I let G-G-Georgie go alone to sail h-his paper boat because I l-lied to him, I told him that I was sick, but he still wanted me to come. I c-continued with the same answer, that I was v-very sick. He then stopped nagging me and just went when I finished folding his p-paper boat and waxing it"

I give him a careful hug, so that i don't hurt him. "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to make you think about that bad memory. I just wanted to make us remember something because our lives changed drastically." He nods.

"My second mistake is that I chose Sam over you." I give him a quick peck on his cheek. "Really? Do you really mean that?" He nods and stands up

I stand up as well, but before I could say anything else, he grabbed me and kissed me. His soft lips kissing my own. He puts his hands on my lower back and I put my arms on his shoulders. We stop kissing. "Y-you don't know how long I've been wating to do that." I pant. "Me too."

I look behind Bill, I see Sam from far way, spying on us. "Bill, what is Sam doing here?" He looks at me in confusion. He looks behind him "W-we need to go, now!" He says without a stutter. I start running to my bike and I see Ben standing there.

"Why are you guys here!" I shout. Bill stops behind me. "Oh why are 'we' here? Why are you here? Sucking on each other's faces!" I gulp. Bill puts me behind him. "J-j-just go please." Bill says. "Oh save it Bill, we warned you yesterday."

Sam arrives on her bike. "Shut up, Ben. Your threats are pathetic." He closes his switchblade and puts it in his pocket. "Bill, you really skipped a day with me just because you wanted to hang out with this slut?" Bill tensed up. Sam laughs "She didn't tell you did she?"

I gulp. "W-what does she mean?" Sam stands there giggling. "She made Ben touch her and she touched him sexually. And then she did all sorts of sexual experiments on him." "I-" Bev, Eddie and Richie show up.

"Get the fuck out of here bitch!" Richie shouts. Eddie rides close behind him. "Leave, both of you!" Bev shouts.

"This isn't over yet!" Ben shouts. "Shut the hell up!" Eddie shouts.

"Watch yourself slut. Things are about to get real." She smiles and waves to Bill.

"Is it t-true?" I gulp, I can't believe he actually asked me. "No, I would've never done something like that!"

"What's going on?" Bev asks. "Sam said that Y/n forced herself on Ben."

"And you believe her?" Bev asks in disbelief. "I-I do, she never l-lies to me." Bev rolls her eyes. "Fuck you Bill, Y/n is your friend!"

"A-and Sam is my girlfriend!" Bill shouts. Eddie gasps. "What the hell dude."

"Says the guy who kissed me a few minutes ago." I say filled with rage. "Let's go Y/n. Leave this motherfucker to his psycho girlfriend."

I look at Bill one last time and I grab my bike. I get on my bike and I follow Bev.