•never again• (bill denbrough X reader)

chapter ten

I wake up to the sound of someone knocking at my window. I groan and I get up. It's Bill. I open my window.

"What are you doing here so early?" I question him. "I-it's not early. It's almost noon" I check on my watch. "Yeah okay Bill, what do you want?" He looks worried. "Stan is m-missing, and I think S-Sam is somehow involved." I gasp. Bev wakes up. "Y/n keep quiet I'm trying to sleep." I get up and I rip the blankets off of her. "Sam got Stan, Bev!" She sits up quickly. "Huh?" She asks. "I'll wait outside." Bill says from the garden.

"How do you know?" Bev asks, getting up slowly. "Bill said she's somehow involved. I think he was grabbed last night." I say panicking.

"Okay...calm down. Let's just get dressed and then we can go." I nod.

We go downstairs. We see Bill through the window of door. "Let me guess you guys are leaving again?" Emmett questions. "Ugh. Can you leave us alone for one whole day?" I ask. "No, not until you tell me where THE FUCK you are going!" I stare at him in shock. "Jeez chill dude. We're gonna go kick the shit out of Sam." He gasps. "Can I come, please." I sigh "Yeah okay, c'mon."

I open the door and Bev and Emmett is following me. "Is E-E-Emmet coming with?" Bill asks. "Yeah." Me and Bev says in unison. We get on our bikes and we follow Bill.

"Where are we going?" I ask. "You'll see." He responds.

"Are you sure we're heading the right way?" Bev asks. "Y-yes"

"Here!" Bill shouts. "What are we doing at the quarry?." Emmett asks. "She has a-a secret like hideout."

"Then why were we here yesterday?" I ask. "Um-um-uh" Bill stutters heavily. "Y'know what, let's just focus on Stan for now" Bev says.

We drop our bikes and we start walking. I run up to Bill, "I forgive you for now, next time it happens, that you put us in a dangerous situation, then you'll never hear or see me again" I whisper. We stop, there is a trap door in the ground. "There" Emmett says.

"What now?" Bev asks. "W-w-we should go down there." Bill says. "Are you insane!" Emmett shouts. "C'mon we have to save Stan."

He opens the hatch. We all start climbing down. First was Bill, then me, then Bev and then Emmett.

We all get to the ground. "Well this looks comfy" I say sarcastic. "Yeah, no shit" Bev adds on. There are a lot of surgical equipment and a half naked Stanley laying on one off the beds. "Stanley!" Me and Bev shouts. "Guys!" He shouts weakly. "What did she do to you?" Bev asks.

"I wanted to hurt him if it wasn't obvious." Sam says behind us. "Bill, always a pleasure." She continues. I gulp. Not this again.

"You bitch!" I run to her and I grab her hair. "Get off me!" Sam shouts. "Stay away from us! If you hurt one of us again, you'll wish your dead!" I continue.

I feel Bill and Bev pull me off. "Calm down Y/n!" Bill shouts. "Yeah calm down, slut!"

There I snap. "I will fucking kill you!!" Bill and Bev were too strong so I couldn't jump loose. "Let me go!" I shout. "I promise, j-just calm down" I calm down. They let me go. "You should probably help your dumb friend" Sam shouts.

I feel myself heating up. I calm and I run with Bev to unstrap Stan from the bed. "Are you okay?" I ask sincerely. He coughs. "I am fine."

"Stop lying" Bev says. I help Stan stand up. I look around for his shirt but I don't find it.

I walk up to Bill with a limping Stan and Bev following me.

"Sam, just leave us alone. Please!" Bill shouts. "No, not until I see you suffer more. But for now I'll let you guys go." She simply responds. I help Stan up the ladder. "Don't play with fire, bitch" Bev says. "Try me" Sam says.

We all climb out the hideout. "We need to get Stan back to my place. Quickly!" I say. "Huh?" Emmett says. "Just sh-" "I get it, just shut the fuck up" He interrupts.

"Take him to my room and put him on my bed." Bill and Emmett nods. "I hope he'll be okay." Bev says.

We go up the stairs. Stan looks very bad. He's covered in dirt and he has dry blood on his chest. He has small cuts all over his chest. "Don't worry Stan I'll clean you up." I felt hopeless saying that.

"Bev, I'll just...finish up here, you guys can go." I say. "Are you sure?" Bev asks. "Yes." I simply respond.

"Okay, bye guys." I say and I close the door behind them. "You have a weird but cute connection with Bill." Emmett says out of the blue. "Huh?" "You heard me." I roll my eyes and I go back upstairs to my room

I get the bottle of disinfectant and cotton swabs, plasters and a wet cloth. "Stan wake up." I shake him lightly. "Mhh." He finally wakes up. "How are you feeling?" He coughs. "Sore" He says weakly.

"Where are the others?" He coughs again. "I asked them to leave, but they'll be back in a few hours." He sighs. "Okay so I'm going to clean you up." I take a cloth and I clean his whole chest. I'm really conflicted, I probably can't love two people at one time...can I?

He groans. I start cleaning his cuts and I put plasters on all of them. "There." I say. "Thank you"

"I appreciate you looking after me. I can't thank you enough." He says smiling. "It's no problem." He looks down. "And...I'm sorry...about a few years ago."

I look at him, "I really didn't want to hurt you." He sighs, "If you're talk about not saving me when Pennywise had me cornered and you could've saved me but you didn't, then yeah, I...forgive you."

His eyes widen. "You do?" He asks. "Yes Stan, I knew that you were scared, we're all scared." I smile.

I look at him in his eyes and we stare at each other. He puts his hand on my face and I lean in. I kiss him. I put my hand lightly on his chest, so that I don't hurt his cuts.

We are breathing heavily, but then I stop him. "I'm sorry Stan...I can't." I say in defeat. "Why not?" He asks. "Things are just getting good for me and Bill and I don't want to ruin it." I say.

"I...I understand." Stan says, removing his hand from my face. "Now go to sleep I'll call your mom and I'll tell her that your here."

"Thank you, Y/n/n." He looks at me in defeat, and then he lays down on his back, falling asleep.