Kalopsia

Part 12

Madie POV

I'm walking to hallway going to my next class but i saw frances na madaming dalang book, di naman siya malayo kaya nag walk ako papunta sakanya to help and i have something to tell her din. I know may something kay frances, i know na she like jaydee or maybe she liked my girlfriend that's why i need to talk to her to make things clear. The first day I saw her I already know that she like jaydee the way she looked to my girlfriend and also her eyes tells all of it naman saka hello i'm a girl too na sesense ko din I don't if jaydee too but I trust my girl.

"Frances Hi" i said when i reach the place where she is

"Ahem ahm nakakagulat ka naman madie but Hello ahm do you want something ba? Or ahm you need help?" she asked while holding the bunch of book

"No i saw you dealing with that bunch of that book so may I help you bringing those" I said

"Oh its okay I can handle it naman" she said with smile

"No, I insists" I told her with a pursuasive look

"Okay if you say so and if you insists here tenchuuu madie" she said and give to me some of the book

"So where are we going to place this book?" I ask her while we are walking

"In the library because the biology student will use it siguro" she explain without looking at me

Alam ko na awkward pero I really want to tell how I feel pag magkakasama kaming lahat, matagal ko ng gustong sabihin ito pero di ako maka timing and matagal na din kami ni jaydee. I really love jaydee to the point na I will do anything, i will take a risk just to make her feel that I really love and care about her a lot. And I know she love me too and do the same as I will.

"Ahm okay na dito nalang siguro natin ilagay madie the librarian will check it pa daw" sabi ni frances at tinulungan akong ipatong ang books sa table and nag iwan kami ng notes doon.

"So now saan tayo pupunta hahaha sorry ha? Napagod ka tuloy and bilang pa thank you ko i will treat you nalang since you help me" she told with her cute eyes

"Okay okay if you say so, tara" i said

We are just walking in the hallway and no one are dare to talk I just don't mind it. Kahit ako kinakabahan sa sasabihin ko mamaya na sana pumayak siya at di mag isp ng kung ano-ano.

We reach the place where we could talk and we find a sit. Nag order na siya manlibre daw eh so i wait for her nalang.

Nakaupo na si frances sa harap ko and we pray first before eating. Kinakabahan ako kaya uminom mona ako ng water pampalakas

"Ahm madie diba you have something to say pa sa akin?" she said na dahilan para masamid ako kumukuha pa ako ng lakas ng loob eh bigla bigla nalang frances "hey okay ka lang? Hahahaha nagulat ba kita? Sorry" sabi niya pa ng mapansin na nauubo pa ako

"Ahem ahm okay na, ayos na nakaka gulat ka naman kasi frances but i'm good na" sabi ko at inayos ang pag upo ko to start the things I want to clarify and the things that I want to ask to her as a favor.

"Ahm frances remember the first day that I meet you? I'm with jaydee that time right? Do you believe me na I can read your eyes and through your eyes I know or I already know na you liked my girlfriend? I love jaydee so much frances na ayaw kong may umaaligid sa kanya i really don't know what should I do if napunta siya sa iba so please tell me if you still like her or maybe you love her?" i said it with a very calming voice to make her feel comfortable sa mga pinagsasabi ko.

"Ahem ahem ahm d-d-dati I liked h-h-er but ahm liked na yun that means it was already done. Okay fine I love her not only like but it's love, I love her at the very first day, I don't really believe in love at first sight cringe but yeah I feel that kind of feeling when I saw her, I love jaydee but I know jaydee is inlove and willing to do anything for a girl she love and that girl is in front of me. Alam ko kung saan ko ilulugar ang sarili ko, i know that the girl that I want or love is belong to you. I love her without expecting that she will love me too, i respect your relationship kaya hangga't sa makakaya ko iniiwasan ko kayo kasi ayaw ko makasira and if only i could teach my heart madie matagal ko ng ginawa kasi wala akong na rereceive na love eh, puro pain nalang but no choice but don't worry i'm trying really trying to forget her" she said while crying, i really can feel the pain she deal everyday "you know what madie ang swerte mo kay jaydee when I looked at you and her being together she really loves you and honestly sinasabi ko sa sarili ko na I wish I could feel the love of the girl that I want and I love even if just one day but sad to say that the girl that I love is in love in the girl in front of me" sabi niya at yumuko na si frances to cry 

I want to hug her "Okay I'm sorry to hear that frances, i hope just like what you said you know your place. I love her more than she love me frances and I'm willing to do anything just to make her feel happy and safe. Thank you for loving her so much but I love her more than you love sorry to say that but that's the truth eh" i said with a calm voice, i'm straight forward type of person that's why even if it is hurt people i will say it ayaw ko ng plastik.

"Yes madie i know where should I place myself and don't worry I will not ruin your relationship, I don't have a plan to confess to her because i know she have you and she love you" sabi niya and now she's looking into my eyes

"Thank you frances and i'm sorry if I hurt you a lot but I have a favor to you sana payag ka kasi diko kaya na mapunta si jaydee sa iba" i said to her while staring at her wet eyes

"Ahm ahem yes what it is? Kung iiwasan ko kayo kahit dimo hingiin gagawin ko and I will never talk to the girl you love if that is the right thing to do" she said while letting the tears run to her cheeks

" Thank you frances for being so kind and understanding but i have my last favor pa" I smile and hold her hands

And I tell her my favor at first I explained also the things that I want to clarify. Pinaka ayaw ko sa lahat yung may kaagaw eh. Mabuti ng malinaw ang lahat and thank God pumayag si frances para iwas gulo. I'm not doing this para mag hanap ng away i'm doing this because I love jaydee and I don't want anyone will ruin us so I will take a risk. I trust frances not anyone else.

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Short pov for madie, paki ready puso niyo sa next part.💛
-jade-