Hold Me! [MaryxRirikaff]

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Ririka woke up from her nap. She looked to the left and realized Mary was not sleeping in the room with her. The platinum hair girl got up and took a shower. After that, she goes to Kokoro's room. She was right, Mary was sleeping there

She walked into the room and shake the blonde girl's body gently "Mary... Wake up. It's morning already"

Mary opened her eyes and sat down. She rubbed her eyes that was looking red

"You should go to the shower. What do you want for breakfast? I will make it for you" Ririka asked but Mary just ignored her and walked straight to the bathroom

Ririka sighed. It's been 3 days Mary doesn't want to speak to her and she doesn't know what to do so she just leaves the situation like that until Mary feeling okay

The platinum hair girl goes to do kitchen to make breakfast. She only makes toast bread and cooked some bacon. As she finished, just in time Mary has done showering and now she was in the living room

"Hey, I just cooked breakfast for us. Let's eat together" Ririka called. Mary doesn't give attention to her and continue watching television

Ririka feels that she had enough. She goes to the living room and closed the television "Mary we have to talk!"

Mary rolled her eyes and was about to go but Ririka holds her hand to stop her "Please say something or at least tell me why you shut me down!" Ririka voice crack

"Let go of my hand! There's nothing to say Ririka! Our daughter died because of you!" Mary yelled. The anger can be seen in her eyes

"My fault? How can it be my fault?! Ririka yelled back to Mary "You forgot or what?! If you don't go to meet your client that day, Kokoro will still be here with us!" She shouted as her eyes turn into the ocean

"Now it's my fault? I was working Ririka! Work to get us money!" Mary's face was burning red because of anger

"So what about me? I'm working too! Open your eyes, Mary! You always with your job. Kokoro always waiting for you to come back from work but when you back she already falls asleep. You don't care about her feeling. She told me that she wants you to play with her again" Ririka tears fall heavily from her eyes

"I don't want to hear anything anymore!" Mary said and walked out of the house

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Ririka took a sip of her coffee and continue doing her paperwork. It's been 2 weeks since Mary left the house. Until now, the blonde girl never comes back to the house, and she also has changed her phone number. No one knows where she is right now. Not Yumeko or even Tsuzura

The platinum hair girl paused her work as she heard the doorbell rang. She opened the door and a postman appeared in her view

"Ririka Momobami?" He asked. Ririka nodded "This is for you" He hands Ririka a letter. Ririka thank him and closed the door

She sat down. She was shocked as she saw the name of the sender. It was from Mary. She immediately opened it and read what was written

My dearest,

I need to express something, and while a letter felt like my only option due to our distance, I hope you know I am writing this with a sad heart

I don't want to hurt you and I'm so afraid to get divorced so I walked away. We have endured and experienced many incredible things and I have so much respect for you and everything you are right now but I still need time to recover from the tragic thing that happened to our daughter. For me, it is still your fault

Forgive me for my selfishness. If we got a chance to meet someday, will you still love me? If you do then I would like to start everything all over again but for now, let's live our life without each other

Take care

Ririka dropped the letter. She let out a tear and she feels so much pain in her chest "I hate you so much... Mary"

THE END