The Creator and her Shadow. Momo Yaoyorozu x male reader

Y/n's birthday+lux's death

Y/n's PoV
(Warning long chapter. )

I awaken for the 5th time this night,it was 4:56 in the morning and I was drenched in sweat with tears already streaming down my face
"*sob*again? it always gets bad this time of year but this is worse than usual..*sob* mom why did you leave? I can't do this for much longer" I quietly sob to myself as I sit up,alone in my dark dorm room
I look over to the nightstand and see the drink and food Momo got me last night,I smile and lean over to grab the drink
I down the rest of the can in one go then crush it and toss it into the bin
"Damn night terrors are thirsty work huh mom?" I ask as I look up at the ceiling
The image of my mother enters my head again,it stares back at me from behind my eyes
"And the worst is yet to come" I say to myself
I don't bother trying to erase the image from my head..it only makes it worse,so I lay back on my pillow and close my eyes
"Let's try this again" I say trying to sleep again

I awaken again to a knock at the door,I open my eyes and stare at the ceiling
"Huh I actually managed to sleep throughout the rest of the night" I say surprised before sitting on the edge of the bed then standing and walking to the door
I crack the door open slightly and peek out seeing Momo stood there in her school uniform smiling at me clearly concerned
"Hey,can I come in?"she asks quietly
I open the door fully and walk back to my bed,sitting on the edge like before
Momo walks in and closes the door behind her
"How are you?" She asks as she walks over to me
I shrug and smile
"peachy now that I have seen you and I have got a solid 2 hours of sleep" I joke
She giggles and sits on the edge of the bed to the right of me then places a hand on my thigh below my shorts
I feel her gaze lock onto my face so I look down
"You know they say comedians are actually hurting inside,they use the laughter and jokes to hide the fact they are broken"she says softly
I keep looking down to the left and frown
"What makes you think I'm broken?" I ask blankly
She places a hand on the back of my neck which travels up to my hair and strokes it softly causing me to shut my eyes tight
"Everyone knows you are and you are a terrible liar so you can't hide it from me" she says lovingly
"Even if I am broken no one needs to know or care about it" I say harshly
"That may be your opinion y/n but we all feel different,every one of us care about your wellbeing and we all want you to talk to us if you need to..even if it's not me or Todoroki you should talk to someone if you are having troubles" she whispers
I sigh and lean my head onto her left shoulder
"I love you Momo"I say quietly
She leans her head on top of my head and hugs my back tightly
"See? Your a terrible liar,you always seem to forget I know you better than anyone here"she says as she embraces me lovingly
I chuckle and close my eyes,we sit in silence for a minute or so before Momo speaks again
"It's your birthday tomorrow baby"she says happily
"Ohh god don't remind me"I say sadly
Momo takes her head off mine and looks at me
"Why? Don't you like celebrating your birthday?" She asks
I shake my head and stay silent
"Why not?" She asks
I sigh after a few seconds of silence then take my head off her shoulder
"We should get to school" I say as I stand up and pull my school uniform out from my wardrobe
Momo stares at me as I take off my shirt exposing my toned six pack and scar on my chest,I stretch my arms above my head and groan as my muscles un-tense
I look back to Momo and see her still staring intently
"Something interesting?" I ask to which she smiles
"Something beautiful"she corrects sweetly
I roll my eyes
"I do love your compliments" I say lovingly as I walk to her
She looks up at me and bites her lip
"Need some help getting out of those clothes?" She asks
I scoff and then nod,whilst still looking into my eyes she grabs my shorts then slides them down showing off my boxers and pretty evident bulge in them
She goes to stroke it but I stop her by grabbing her hand,she looks back up at me and pouts
"You asked if I needed help getting out of them now I'm out no touching" I say smiling
She smiles back
"It's good to see you with a smile on your face"she says happily
"Hey don't get mushy on me,now turn around so I can change"I demand
She stares blankly at me so I shrug and start changing in front of her starting with my boxers
I drop them to the floor exposing everything to Momo who smiles
"Wow tame reaction" I say surprised as I pick up some fresh boxers from my draw
"I've seen it a fair share of times now" she says proudly
I roll my eyes again as I pull my boxers up then put pick up my shirt
"How do I smell?" I ask
She stands up and sniffs my chest,she shrugs then stands back
"Not bad" she says sounding like she was lying
I sniff my armpit,it smells like old deodorant and sweat,I look up at her and frown
"Not bad? I fucking stink" I say seriously
She shakes her head
"No you don't" she says touching my scar gently with her index finger
I tense and grit my teeth as she drags her finger across the sensitive tissue,she leans her chest against mine and looks up at me
"We are going to have some fun tomorrow" Momo says seductively
I look to the side and close my eyes