The Creator and her Shadow. Momo Yaoyorozu x male reader

Memories of a darker time

*trigger warning mentions suicide and self harm/depression,if you or anyone you know are having dark thoughts please contact the appropriate sources and talk to someone,believe me I know how it feels*
(This chapter will be Time skipped to a few days after the chisaki raid)

Y/n PoV
*flashback to when y/n got cut by his father at age 10*
I scream at the top of my lungs as the blade slashes a trench into my chest as father holds my shoulder and shows his teeth
He lets go of me and pulls the knife away so I drop to the ground and hit my head against the cold floor harshly
Blood gushes out of my wound quickly as tears fall down my cheeks
"YOU COULDN'T JUST LEARN COULD YOU!? BECOME STRONG LIKE ME AND TAKE OVER EVERYTHING I'VE WORKED FOR!? YOU'D RATHER BE WEAK AND PROTECT YOU'RE MOTHER!?"father snaps and lets his rage overcome what little sympathy and sense he has as he towers over me and snarls
I try to move backwards but my body shakes in pain as I sob loudly
"P-please father.."I groan in a raspy voice
He slowly steps towards me while I raise my hand to signal him to stop
"ENOUGH! that is enough..you will learn to obey or you will suffer and die..why did it have to be my son that I couldn't control? you're the only person along with that mother of yours that never listen or act how I want..I never wanted this boy,I just wanted you to be the next in line and become stronger than me"father confesses
"Y/N! IM COMING SWEETHEART!"mother's voice comes from upstairs
Fast footsteps approach down the stairs as father stares at me with a furious hateful glare
Mother bursts into the room and stops instantly as she sees my chest slashed open,tears drop from her eyes before she looks at father stood near me
She ignores him and runs over to me while ripping her sleeve to act as a band-aid
"Sweetie! Sweetie keep your eyes open okay?"She asks lovingly trying to cover her panic
"Move liana..y/n get up! Get up now! You'll go through more pain than this in your life!"father shouts
Mother looks at him and holds her makeshift bandage against my chest
"FUCK YOU!"She shouts before shockingly throwing a ball of light energy at him,this is one of the few times I'd seen mother use her quirk to attack father
Father gets hit in the chest causing him to grunt and hunch over before looking back up and growling
He stands up straight and storms over to mother,he grabs her arm and throws her away behind him while still staring at me
Mother hits the wall hard and drops onto her stomach
"N-no l...eave her alone"I demand
Father reaches down and grabs my arm then pulls me to my feet
"Stand!"He shouts as I stumble
I grab onto his coat with both shaky hands and look at the floor as my knees buckle
"W-why? Why do you hate us father? I ask while I cry profusely as my chest leaks like a tap onto the floor
He grabs my chin and lifts my head so we make eye contact
My eye sight blurry but I can still make out his angry,annoyed face staring back at me
It's strange because father is usually a very calm but sadistic man however this time he is angry and passionate
"Stand..up" he growls
A ball of light hits his back making him grunt and his top lip to twitch
"You bought this on yourself"father whispers to mother while looking at the floor
He lets go of my arm so I drop to the floor again,he then turns and walks over to mother who repeatedly tries to hit him with her quirk to no effect
He grabs her throat and rears back his fist,his arm tenses and hits her in the stomach with his average 5% punch which even that forces mother to throw up and cough harshly
He drops her to the floor and kicks her in the stomach as she kneels on her hands and knees causing her to yelp and cry louder
"The next time you oppose me liana you will die,I'm sick of you're insolence towards me,I gave you everything you ever wanted.. remember you fell for me so I gave you a child like you wanted and this is how you repay me?"He asks as mother cries and coughs into the floor
"You *sob* you cut my son! I'll kill you!"She shouts in tears while slamming her clenched fists into the laminate wood flooring
Father kneels next to her and grabs her hair before pulling her hair so her head is lifted to eye level with him
"You'll be dead before you throw the first punch and please don't for a second think I won't kill you liana,I never loved you I just used you to get what I wanted..a child prodigy who can carry my name into the history books becoming the strongest person alive"father lectures
Mother spits in his face and snarls
"Do what you want to me but my son will never be you..he'll never be a sadistic,evil,psychopathic monster like you..but I don't regret fucking you because you gave me a beautiful baby boy,my only regret is that I stayed with you and gave you the benefit of the doubt that caused my son all this pain..I wish my son was never around you so he didn't get tortured,beaten and belittled,you gave my child the key to survival and an amazing quirk..he'll be your downfall and I can only hope I'm there to see it"She retorts cockily but seriously
Father sighs and chuckles
"God I'm glad I met you liana..truly an aspiring hero but there is no good ending,no happily ever after like there would have been if you were with that man..eraserhead you love so much..there is only my ending where MY son becomes the man he fears most and proves me right..I hope you're alive to see it so I can watch as you're last reason for living becomes the man he promised he'd never be"father says smirking like a psychopath
He pushes her head down towards the floor then releases her from his grip
"Y/n up! I'm not telling you again"he shouts seriously
I use my remaining energy to pull myself to my feet
I stumble momentarily but raise my fists while my cut still bleeds into the bandage
"Let me check on my mother and after I'll train with you..I don't care anymore dad I just want you to stop hitting her"I say begging with bloodshot eyes 
He stares at me while showing his teeth and growling before stepping aside
"Quickly"he demands
I nod and start walking over to mother who lays in her own puddle of vomit unable to move from the pain
The pain becomes too much as I reach her so I drop to my knees in front of her
"Mom.."I whisper
She looks up and reaches out for me but I drop backwards,mother crawls to my side and starts gathering light
"*name not found* let me heal him"mother says desperately
She looks at father,the man who gave her a child and begs with her eyes and words something I'd never seen mother do
Father taps his foot on the ground anxiously and looks like he's thinking
"I'm in serious trouble these last few years and I can't have him taking this long..heal him as best you can then he trains again"father says annoyed
Mother nods and puts some light energy flame on her fingertip similar to my shadow fire and holds my cheek with her other hand
She pulls out a handkerchief and puts it between my teeth to stop me from breaking my teeth when she cauterises my wound
"Sweetie this is going to hurt a lot but it will help you okay?"She asks quietly
She doesn't let me answer before she burns my skin closed her with the fire
I scream at the top of my lungs and take my back off the floor while writhing in pain
Mother instantly starts crying again as she watches her only child seethe with pain and anguish
"I'm sorry sweetie! Just please bear with it"she begs
Her tears drop down like a leaky tap onto my chest gently cooling the blistering hot skin
I clench my teeth and nod signalling her to continue
She burns the rest of my skin closed while I scream into the handkerchief again
Finally all of my skin is burned closed so I sigh and drop my head to the floor while mother sobs into my chest
"I'm sorry y/n I'm sorry I couldn't make it less painful for you"she whispers
I can't even reply as I'm gritting my teeth too hard from the searing hot pain in my chest
"I've given you the chance to heal him now leave us"father demands
Mother spins around and stares at him in shock
"He's just been slashed! You can't expect him to get back up and fight!"mother shouts
Father walks towards me and stands looking down at us
"I could and I am so...y/n you said you'd get up and train so hold up your end of the bargain"father says activating his quirk on his hand
I try to sit up but I fall back again
"I..can't father...it hurts"I groan
He shakes his head then lifts his foot above my chest,his eyes angrily staring into my soul
"UP!!"He shouts
I try again but I fail all the same
He snarls and slams his foot onto my torso below my new wound causing me to scream and recoil in pain while mother tries to get him away
"Back to square one"he says before hitting my chest again