I'll Live With You #1: MiChaeng

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I'll Live With You #1: MICHAENG part 13

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Mina: I was....I was tortured, Chaeyoung...I kissed that monster just to see you, to hold you, to be with you..I was battered...just for you..

Chaeyoung continued to listen to Mina. Kahit na may pagitan silang bakal na pinto, ramdam na ramdam niya ang sakit at hinanakit nito sa kanya at sa nangyari sa kanya.

Mina: But you left me. I regret of being beaten up just to keep you. And I despise you with that. Nagpabugbog ako, pero iniwan mo ako....I despise you..

Gustong gusto niyang tanungin kung bakit kailangan niyang masaktan para makasama siya. He mean, why the heck is that???

Mina: This is my consequences of being with you. Hindi ko alam na kapag ikaw ang pinili ko ay ganito ang mangyayari sa akin. 

Chae: Mina....masaya naman tayo noon ah?

Mina: Oo, masaya tayo. Noong unang dalawang taon natin...

Chae: Sino ba ang lalaking yun at bakit sinusundan ka niya? Siya ba ang dahilan noon kung bakit ka na-ospital?

Mina paused. Nag iisip sya kung paano niya sisimulan or kung sisimulan pa ba niya. Bringing back where it starts shivers her spine. 

Chae: Please tell me...gusto kitang maintindihan...

Mina: I want to blame you...kapag sinabi ko sayo ang lahat, baka sarili ko na ang sisihin ko. I fear of doubting myself. I fear to loathe myself.

Chae: Mina..open the door. I want to talk to you in a proper way! Please???

Mina: Ayoko....I d-don't want you to see me like this..

Chae: Like what?

Mina: Basta...

Kinagat ni Mina ang ibabang labi niya at impit na humikbi. Paano nga ba niya haharapin si Chaeyoung kung may dugo ang labi niya at may pasa ang kaliwnag pisngi? More than that, her clothes were ripped. Para siyang inatake ng isang mabangis na hayop. And that is that monster. 

Chae: Okay okay...hindi na kita ulit pipilitin. Basta sabihin mo lang lahat sa akin ang dapat kong malaman.

Mina: Hindi ko alam saan ako magsisimula.

Chae: Saan nagsimula ang lahat ng 'to? What's the root?

Mina: Ah...that?

She stayed silent for a seconds and sighed. Chaeyoung patiently waiting her to speak.

Mina: It's all started when I choose you to be my boyfriend.

Chae: Bakit.....bakit noong pinili mo ako? I can vividly remembered we were so happy back then. Lalo na ako.

Mina: I know. But he didn't start chasing me that moment. 2 years later, he came back. 

Chae: Who's he?

Mina: He's......he is....uhm...

Chae: Sino siya? Kilala ko ba siya?

Mina: Y-yes..

Chae: Sino??????

Mina: Siya yung....y-yung kasabayan mong nanligaw sa akin.. I didn't know that he's a dangerous man after what I've done to him. He said I made who he is today.

Chae: Manliligaw mo noon? Hindi ko matandaan ang pangalan niya....pero..

Mina: He changed his name, his appearance and his personality. From thin body, he turned into a masculine one, he's more handsome now than before...and he became monster afterwards...