They have found each other again despite a year of separation, is it possible that Can now cannot find Sanem in her heart?
How can Sanem accept that the love of his life, who asked her just before becoming his wife, looks at her as if she were a st...
She is afraid my erkenci kuş, she is afraid of love, she is afraid of feeling free to love me as I am afraid of disappointing her, afraid of not living up to her great love for me, of not being enough to deserve it.
She is right, we need to take all the time we need to get to know each other and fall in love with each other again as it was. I know that she is essential to me, that she is the one for me, now all I have to do is find out how deep this feeling that I have seen slowly grow during our distance can be and, above all, not be afraid to show it.
I smile and take her hand - So come on Sanem, let's start our life together, let's get to know each other and find the way to love each other again as it was in the past and maybe even more, come! -
I drag her by the hand out of the house, she laughs along with me, I am elated at this new chance to be together that we are given. I hail a taxi that's passing by at that moment, I push her in and sit next to her, holding her close to me with an arm on her shoulders.
- Can, where are we going? -
- Sürpriz, it's a surprise - I smile mysteriously, I want to surprise her every day, I want to make her happy, I want to repay her for all the pain I caused her since I woke up with no memory of her, it's a solemn promise I make to myself.
The journey is not long, we are soon there, before we stop I cover her eyes with one hand - Don't peek -
- Tamam, it's ok - She laughs like a little girl, happy and excited as I am to live this moment with her.
I guide her to the point where I think the view is most spectacular and then I take my hands off her eyes, moving to the side so as not to miss any detail of her expression, and here I fall in love with her a little more, that smile I've never seen before, it's pure joy and can be nothing but enchantment for me.
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I take her hand again, laughing like an infatuated child, I drag her to the ticket office and then on to every attraction, from the antique carousel to the rollercoaster, where I can take advantage of holding her tightly in my arms while she screams, frightened by the height and sudden falls. We spend unforgettable hours, I enjoy myself as I don't think I have done in years, I am happy, carefree, we are both kids again. Once again a fragment, I see myself embracing her on the seat of a ferris wheel and we love each other, and we are happy just like now. We have already experienced this carefree attitude, we have experienced the exaltation of being together... we eat hot dogs and then I buy her candyfloss, we walk down the avenues of the amusement park stealing fluffy flakes from each other's fingers and again I feel a sense of dejavu. How many moments have we experienced?
Unwittingly, or perhaps unconsciously, I am making it possible to relive them, even more beautifully if possible, because now we can appreciate them fully as we have touched the weight of each other's absence.
We challenge each other on the bumper car and then in the shooting range, I manage to win for her a huge stuffed bear which Sanem almost struggles to hug and get into the taxi on the way back.
We go back home while she laughs at me walking down the street hugging her Bebe ayi, that's what she called her teddy bear, which I offered to carry because it is so big that she can hardly walk carrying it. We enter the house still laughing, Sanem takes him from my arms and places him on one of the armchairs in the living room looking at him smiling with satisfaction.
- Thank you Can, thank you for this beautiful day -
- It was wonderful for me too, just the first of many, rest assured. You must know that from now on, my mission in life will be to make you happy every single day that Allah grants us Sanem. I promise you -
She looks at me excitedly, approaches me, wraps her arms around my chest and rests her cheek on my chest. I feel like I'm dreaming because of the sense of bliss I get from having her in my arms, I hold her in my turn and rest my chin on her head.
- Thank you for making me happy today Can-
Her whispered words cause me a strong emotion and in a succession of flashes I see us in this same position hundreds of times and each one, like this one, is nothing but magic, pure magic.
