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Y/n pov I sat on a park bench with my oversized sweater and saggy pants hiding all of my imperfections all of my insecurities behind. It's horrible to wake up everyday and just feel so ashamed of the person u see on the mirror. I cry and just let the pain slowly go away the moon brightly shining and the cars driving by slowly, I close my eyes put my head back and let the cold breeze hit my cheeks I feel as someone sits next to me. I ignore the presence of the person and just focus on the sound of the cold night.
Jonathan:I hear as the person next to me let's out a loud sigh, he sounded tired and stressed "hi" I quickly face the person, was he really talking to me? I get a bit distracted by his features he was so (beautiful)
Y/n:"uuhhh hi" i say sitting up nervously he smiles and let's his head back like I was doing
Jonathan:"so why were you crying?" He asks facing me again I raise an eyebrow
Y/n:"uhh sorry but i don't think that's any of your concern" I say uncomfortable he smiles softly
Jonathan:"you're right sorry, I'm Jonathan, Jonathan Brandis"
Y/n:"my names y/n y/l/n"
Jonathan:"listen I don't know whats going on or what ur going through but, just know ur not alone, we all go through bad days, but we need to find ways to get by them" I try hard not to cry but it was impossible I start sobbing I cover my face embarrassed I feel as the boy wraps an arm around me and lays his head on mine. "Hey it's ok" I get up mad he quickly stands up
Y/n:"not it's not! You don't know what it's like to wake up every day of ur life feeling so ashamed of yourself! Feelings so worthless and useless!" I scream as the tears rolled he looks down "u have no clue what that's like!" The boys stands there and just looks at me (like the gif) after a few seconds he speaks
Jonathan:"ur wrong, I have felt that way, as a Matter of fact many ppl have felt this way. Sometimes the ppl with the biggest smiles tend to be the most depressed ones, ur not alone," I shake my head
Y/n:"LOOK AT ME JONATHAN!" I point at my outfit "I'm disgusting, every person that sees me must think I'm the ugliest and most disgusting human to ever exist" he walks up to me and grabs my hand
Jonathan:"I think your perfect" I see a light of pink shade across his cheeks I blush too, I grab the boy and pull him Into a tight hug, not wanting to ever let go. I felt as he hugged me back with the same strength, I'd never felt to safe and loved, I could tell he was going through shit too, with that hug I could feel all of his pain as well, maybe he was just as screwed up as I was, u wouldn't think that though, he seemed like a perfect human with a big smile, that explained so much as to which why he said what he said. Sometimes the happiest ppl tend to be the most damaged ones, I hope he knows he saved me, I hope he knows he's the reason I'm still standing. —————— 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
