AvNeil One Shots

~ Proposal (1) ~

Avni : yaadh hai yeh jaagha?

Neil: Avni yeh tum-

Avni : shhh aaj tum kuch nahi bolega Neil. 

She goes down on her knees

Avni : yaadh hai yeh jaagha? Hum yaha pehli baar mile the aur tumhe laga mein kudne Wali thi. Mujhe terna (swimming) nahi aati thi lekin tumne Mujhe bachaya tha.

Mein Dayawanti koh maarna chathi thi par tumne meri badle Ki aag Ko katam Kardi. Tumne meri gauv Ko Pyaar se bardi. Tumne Mujhe aapne darr Ko kabu karna seekha. Tumne mujhe humesha support Kiya.

Neil: Avni meri ba-

Avni : Aaj nahi Neil. Aaj tum sirf sunoge joh bhi tum mijhse sunna chathi thi. Mein bataa nehi paayi. Mein jaanthi hoon tum pareshaan ho.

Neil:  Tumhe patha hai?

Avni: Juhi waapas agayi hai toh tum pareshaan ho, woh tumhara pehla Pyaar hai. Mein jaanthi hoon Ki mein ajeeb hoon, abnormal, ziddi aur unke tarha into samajdaar nahi. Shayad mein unki jaisi aisi biwi nahi ban paungi par agaar Tumhe kisi Ko choose karna hai... Toh please Mujhe choose Karo.  I want to spend my life with you. * showing him the ring*  Kya tum meri happy family ka sapna Pura karungi? Will you accept me?

Neil: .........  Kese batau Tumhe Avni? Kese? Aur aaj jab tum finally apni dil Ki baat batarahe ho.

Neil : Av - Avni I have a daughter with Juhi. Avni I- I

The ring falls from her hands. It's like everything is in slow motion. Neil's teary face with unshed tears. Avni's blank face trying to process everything. She can hear her heart beats in her ears ringing. Breathing heavily and shakily standing up, she stumbles on the back ledge. Neil holds her before she falls. ( reference to the picture on the media box)

Neil: Avni I didn't want to tell you like this. I want to be with you. But her-m-my daughter... I don't know what to do. It's your decision, if you want to leave then you can. Mein tumhara decision Ko respect dungi.

Avni: I need time to think everything over. Dogi?

Neil : O-okkay.

She leaves. Neil stands there and runs his hands over his face. Why does everything have to be so complicated? Why? Why? Finally finally Avni apni dil Ki baat batarehi thi Mujhe and I had to tell her that- * screams * aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh

Avni

Kisine Sahi kaha humara athieth humara peecha nahi choryhe.( Someone said right, our past doesn't leave us) It's always there. At every corner, every road, in every shadow. Hiding, waiting patiently for its time to intervene in your present. It's a constant reminder that not everything heals with time. Some scars are permanent and wounds remain open. Our hearts bleed every second. There is no permenant cure, solution or medicine. It will always hurt. Mere past saamne agaya hai. It's repeating. My childhood is repeating itself. One side of me is being selfish and saying keep Neil to myself. The other is sympathizing with that child, seeing my reflection in her of having a broken family. I can relate because to this day I still dream of a happy family. My happy family. So how? How do I snatch that from a child? Selfish aren't I?

But the other part of me is saying to be selfish. Is that not what you craved for all these years? A happy family and now you are going to let it slip through your fingers?

After thinking for some time and having an inner battle, she came to a decision.

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HEY! How was it? I know it's incomplete but I want to know what you guys think. What are your opinions? What decision should Avni take? Will they be together or get separated?

Let me know and from there I will write the next part. I hope you guys have a wonderful day.

Stay safe and happy,
Queen22fireheart 💞