•I will wait for him here•

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May 10th 2019

Another Monday and rn I'm in the cafeteria with my bsf.
Even my bsf sits closer to me than her.

Our eyes meet more then my eyes meet my bsf (Jonathan).

Again.
Our eyes met the 10.000 time today.
I see him sitting with his bsf in the cafeteria.
Sadly I don't have one but for me it's really better.
You maybe be asking smth like "go to him" or
"Just talk to him" Trust me it's not that easy and my I have a lot of social anxiety.

Im scared to open myself up to him and idk what happens after I talk to him.

Over there I see her sitting alone, I really wanna talk to her but what if I only embarrass myself and she's so pretty(i can't even describe it).

I really feel home when I look into her eyes.
Every 7 mins our eyes meet....it feels like 700.000 mins.

„Dude are you even listening?"His bsf screamed.
Ow no he looks so scared rn, I feel so sorry for him.
                   *school bell ringing*

Sadly I need to go home to my mom and she is not the best mom. He is the only reason I hold on.
And in a year I will not see him again

But he should know that I always wait for him here

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