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y/n pov

"i hate all of you" i say before leaving class

today is the last day before summer break. thank god for that cause i'm stressed. i'm really thinking about quitting my job too but i gotta make that money.

i walk down the halls towards my dorm and i see sage. "hey y/n,long time no see" she smiles

"uh....hi?"

"so i educated myself these last few months and to really prove it to you,i have stopped hanging with my group and really spent time to learn about everything,i'm so sorry for my actions and i'm so disgusted that i supported things like that. the language i used was also unacceptable so i was wondering if we could be friends,i would at least want to be friends and i'm SO sorry for everything and how i treated you" she says genuinely honest

"i don't know if i can forgive you fir everything but i'll try,thank you for taking your time to educate yourself and lean to the right side" i say

"okay,can you unblock me? i really miss you as a friend" she says smiling

"of course,i'll unblock you once i get to my dorm and i'll shoot you a text" i respond

"okay,are you staying here all summer?"

"nah i'll be at billies house or either my parents,if not them then zeliah,i don't really know i'm not making my mind until i wake up" i say

"okay,we should definitely hang during the summer" she smiles before walking off

that was weird...but she actually seemed changed.

i enter my dorm and throw my book bag down before falling face front onto my bed. i put out my phone and unblock her before shooting her a text.

i pack up the rest of my things before getting into bed. i put on my headphones before playing music. i shuffle and the first thing that comes on is Suge by Da Baby.

two songs later i decide to get out of bed and head into my nightstand drawer pulling out the bag of weed. i get the paper before forming it into a blunt.

i take my lighter and light it before inhaling the smoke. after 15 mins of smoking i decide to call billie.

"yo" she answers

"what are you doing?" i ask

"nothing serious watching porn how about you?"

"high" i say laughing

"girl-wait switch to facetime" she says

i switch to facetime and she's at her house in her red room. "your eyes red as fuck" she laughs

"you wouldn't believe the craziest shit happened today" i say

"what happened baby?"

"stawp,that gives me butterflies" i whine

she just laughs before licking her lips giving me an 'i wanna eat you' look. "sage told me she educated herself or whatever the fuck that's supposed to mean" i say

"she's probably manipulating you"

"nah that was real,i know when she's lying" i sigh

"be careful though,ok beautiful"

"stop flirting with me,you're too sexy for that" i giggle

"you're sexy too mamas" she pulls her bottom lip between her teeth

"bruh stop acting like a top,just cause you topped me three times don't mean shit" i say

"those were the only time we had sex y/n"

"i'm trynna fuck!" i shout

"go drink some water or something,i don't know if that helps with weed bruh" she says in confusion

"no nigga no it doesn't" i say before tearing up

"why are you crying?"

"everyone hates me and you will never love me back and it's very depressing" i sob

"you love me?"

"my mother is a bitch and i want to kill her" i say sternly

"baby,you love me?" she smiles

"i'm hungry,i'm gonna go,bye daddy" i say before hanging up

i grab a mini box of cereal i have and start eating out of it. it's fruit looks,i really hate them but it hits when high.

i wonder how do we know that time is actually correct like it could actually be 5pm right now but some random persons as like of yeah suck and suck is this time and time so this and blah blah blah.

where the fuck did minutes,seconds and hours come from cause i know for a fact whoever found time made it up there selves and said fuck it . it's gonna be dark at 9pm.

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