Back For Her

Chapter 34

Yeji's POV

"How is he"Ryujin said as soon as Jisung came out of the emergency room

"DOA Doctor Shin...."Jisung said

Ryujin gasped and quickly covered her mouth to stop her self from crying too loud

"Oppa...."she sobbed

I sighed and approached her

"Everything's gonna be fine"I said as I patted her shoulder

"Yeji is Daddy gone?"Sungjin asked as his eyes gets teary

I looked at Ryujin

I bent down to be as the same level as him

"Buddy....sadly yes...but I need you to do something for me ok?"I asked

Sungjin nodded as a tear left his eye

I forced a smile as I wipe his tears

"I need you to be strong for mommy ok?give her a tight hug"I said

Sungjin pouted as he forced his self not to cry and nodded

Ryujin's POV

"Mommy"I heard my son said

I removef my hands from my face to look at him

He hugged me by the waist

"Please dont cry....I hate seeing mommy cry"he said as he sobbed

I closed my eyes and took a shaky breath before picking him up

"Im sorry baby"I said as I rubbed his back

Then my phone suddenly rang

Its Soobin's father

Yeji saw the callers ID

"Let me have him"she said and took Sungjin to

I shakingly answered the call

"Ryujin,did Soobin contact you by any chance?he's been ignoring my calls he's not allowed to leave yet but I saw a letter that he's in Korea"dad said

My tears started falling again

"Dad....."I said as I couldnt stop my self from crying again

"Ryujin?are you crying?whats wrong?"he asked

I took a deep breath

"H-He's gone.."I almost whispered

"What?"he asked

"O-Oppa.....H-He's gone..."I said and cried harder

Yeji approachef me and gave me a tight hug with Sungjin between us

"He's gone dad...Im sorry"I said and cried on Yeji's shoulder

"Where is he....."dad asked with a shaking voice

"Park Family Hospital Seoul branch...."I said as I gasped for air

"Please take care of him for the last time as we go back in Korea...."he said

I know he's crying

Who wouldnt...

Soobin oppa is a nice guy....

"Yes dad"I said and he ended the call

"Its not your fault"Yeji said

As if she can read my mind

"Stop blaming yourself for everything"she said and she hugged me tighter

"Dont make the same mistake you did when you found out about my parents"she continued

"H-How"I sobbed quitely

"Dont ask how because everyone knows none of this is your fault"she replied

"I didnt do my best to save him"I said quitely

"Ryuddaeng...."she said

I looked at her when she called me the nickname she made for me

"I saw you doing your best when youre giving him CPR...please stop blaming yourself"she said

It calmed me.....

But it doesnt change the fact that Soobin is gone....

He died....

In my arms....