Little nightmare x Reader

Oof-

Ok......
No this isn't some stupid shit out of this dumb brain-
Someone decided to message me-
And I'm 🥲
I'm not the type to 'tattle tail' (idk how its written)
But
Seriously-
There was no need to tell me to die-
If you didn't know I have tried to kill myself.
Lilac hates this but its a fact.
I have attempted to do it many times.
There is no need to attack people with such words.
I won't be telling who said this because I do not want people to attack this person.
But if you intend on attacking people you should ask yourself these questions.

Why am I doing this?

What am I earning from this?

Why am I making a writers life harder?

Attacking writers with sentences like:

Your so horrible at writing!why don't you just give up?

Why are you even trying to write?go do something else.

It only makes the writer:

Insecure (not all but it does affect me)
Feel more stressed
Doubt themselves.

I believe that if someone doesn't have something nice to say then they should just shut up.
It is very wrong in my opinion.
Why bring someone down?
Does it help you in any way?
No.
The answer is no.
It doesn't help you.
A writer is always stressed (but if they're writing for fun then probably not)
Why?
Because the writer wants to make a book that people can read and enjoy.
If you attack them with mean bullshit then they'll be even more stressed trying to make/re-make a story that you can also enjoy.
Its useful to tell your opinions and say how you think the story should go.
But if you say something like:

"Your story is kinda shitty...do this instead....."

First of all.
You called their story shitty.
Second.
You should ask them if they want to do it, don't make them feel forced.
Third.
I personally think you shouldn't say things like that.
Its literally bullshit.
All writers are unique in their own way.
Some are better at fluff,some at angst,some at lemons. Every writer is different.
Like maybe one writer likes to challenge themselves while another prefers to keep things simple.
All different.
I believe challenging yourself is a good thing.
But it's the writers choice.

And another thing you shouldn't do is pressure the writer.
I do it sometimes but I do not intend to.
Lol-
I'm mostly misunderstood because I lack the ability to express my emotions with words which ends up with me expressing them physically but on myself.
So if I say something you need me to explain just know that I do not mind explaining to you, but I might take some time to explain-

Imma suic-

Well not yet-

Ok nah I would fail one of my idols if I were to suicide-

Oh yeah-

Somebody once messaged me asking why and how I stay motivated to keep doing this.

And to be honest...
I have wanted to take down my books and profiles but this one 'gachatuber' inspires me alot.
Honestly we were friends for 2 years on roblox and I never knew someone so kind would have such low subs.
She only has 10 subs and yet she keeps saying that its enough to keep her content.
Thats why I like her.
She doesn't need alot to be content, yet she dreams of having more.
She did admit that people would say mean shit about her on different apps and games.
Which made me confused on why she has so much confidence and happiness whenever they say shit like this.
I asked her once and she said that "sometimes people hate on you because they are jealous and want to bring you down to feel higher"
I love her alot.
Her YT is XxAnnie_creations
And she is great.
For someone new on YT she is good at her animations.
Even though her posts are slow,
She has many reasons.
She is the oldest child of a family with two boys and two girls.
Her parents are always tired so she takes care of the kids.

I feel like she is an amazing person.

I also really like Tenchi_Yuma_.
This person is amazing-
(Idk ur gender sorry-)
Lol------
I'm emotionally dying-
Honestly I'm not the type to 'spill the tea'
But damn Rinna-
I wanna strangle the living shit out of you because of your bullshitty comments on my everyday life-
Ok imma end it here before I start saying shit about Rinna-

(If your name is Rinna-im sowwy-)