suicide {l.h}

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from:jude to:luke
whos fey?
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luke could feel his heart beating faster than it already was.

thumpthumpthump. he didn't know what to reply, just when he thought he had forgotten about fey he's potential new love interest had to ask who she was. was. not is but was, and the thought of that fucking hurts.

lukes' throat felt like sandpaper so when he tried to gulp down the fear, he wasn't surprise that it hurt.

from:luke to:jude
um, thats a really good question
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seen 12:57 am

luke waited for jude to answer and it felt like eternity but when she finally did luke turned on his phone so fast you would think he had just received the most valuable information in the universe.

from:jude to:luke
are you gonna tell me who it is? its fine if you don't want to..

seen 12:58 am

from: luke to:jude
its really hard to explain but i guess you deserve to find out.
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seen 1:00 am

from:luke to:jude
she used to be this girl i knew, i didn't deserved her honestly but she still stayed by my side when i acted like such a douchebag to her. she deserved someone else, someone way better than me.
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seen 1:04 am

from:jude to:luke

whats with the past tense?...
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seen 1:05 am

from:luke to:jude
because shes not alive anymore.
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seen 1:06 am

from:jude to:luke
oh my god, im sorry for forcing you to tell me
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seen 1:06 am

from:luke to:jude
its okay and you didn't force me to tell you anything, it was my choice to tell you
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seen 1:07 am

from:jude to:luke
what happened to her?
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from:jude to:luke
sorry for asking you all these questions im just really curious..
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seen 1:09 am

luke sighed and wiped his eyes. he thought this situation through. would jude act overly sympathetic to him when he tells her that fey killed herself or would she not believe him and leave because she'll think that he killed fey.

from:luke to:jude
its okay to be asking these questions... and um she committed suicide.
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seen 1:11 am

from:jude to:luke
im sorry to hear that
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from:jude to:luke
now i see why you were so serious about me not killing myself.
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seen 1:13 am

from:luke to:jude
yeah, i guess i've had my fair share of suicides.
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seen 1:14 am

from:jude to:luke
thanks for opening up to me luke. im pretty tired so i guess goodnight
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seen 1:15 am

from:luke to:jude
heh, its okay it was good to let some stuff off of my chest and goodnight
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seen 1:15 am