Just Like the Clouds (APS#3)

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Kyle
8:35 PM

Lumina
hey kyle
i already followed you☺️
i don't know what to do tho

Kyle
Finafollow na rin kita hehe
Gusto mo ba ng mga kaibigang babae?

Lumina
oh
err
i'm scared

Kyle
Mababait naman sila
Mga owaj yun ng barkada ko

Lumina
owaj?

Kyle
Jowa
Mga gerlpren nila yun

Lumina
oh
uhm
nakakahiya
i really want to have friends tho

Kyle
Pero?

Lumina
i can't handle them well
i'm afraid i would bore them
including you

Kyle
Hala hindi naman Lumina
'Wag mong dinadown ang sarili mo😔
Do you trust yourself?

Lumina
no

Kyle
Hala bakit?🙁

Lumina
because i feel like being born is wrong

Kyle
Uy
Wag naman ganon

Lumina
yeah that's what my dad thinks

Kyle
Si Mr. Ortega?
Bakit naman?

Lumina
we were never close
because since the day i was born, he ignored me
he never felt proud of me
he was actually against my passion in ballet
it was like my existence is a sin
he never loved me
but i love him i always will

Kyle
Hala grabe naman
Yan ba ang dahilan?
kung bakit mababa ang tingin mo sa sarili mo?

Lumina
to be honest
kinda
i always wanted to talk to him
you know the things fathers and daughters usually do
but he just told me to shut up because i talk too much

Kyle
Grabe naman yang ganyan
Di bale
Nandito ako
Pwede mo akong kausap hehe
Pero gusto ko lang sabihin sayo lumina
Hindi naman 'yon ang basehan sa pagkatao mo
You're good in what you do
Mabait ka rin
Maybe the people you've met before were the wrong ones
Maybe you haven't met them yet,
but there are people who will make you feel loved
Balang araw, marerealize mo rin kung gaano ka kamahal ng iba
You are worthy, Lumina

Lumina
i've only heard those kind of words from nanny
thank you kyle
for being my friend
you're right maybe i've just met the wrong ones
and you're one of the good ones

Kyle
Gusto mo ba ng girl friends?

Lumina
i'll try