Stuck In The Closet (a life story)

back from the grave pt. 2 #26

,,,,,, hey ,,,,,, how y'all doin

uhh crazy shit lol

lemme just apologise real quick for apologising and then dipping LMFAOOOOO my b happens every time

what's it been now? six years since i last logged on? 😭😭😭

big BRUH moment i am SO sorry

to everyone that happens to read this because they're still reading the shit i wrote when i was a sad depressed little 15 year old: i genuinely wanna thank you from the bottom of my heart that you support me and my writing, even if it is the shittiest thing ever LOL (i promise my writing skills are SO much better now)

and to everyone who's been a long-term reader and still waiting for me to update my stories.... boy have i got bad news for you....

i've just logged on here because i was talking to one of my friends the other day about wattpad and it reminded me of this little account, so i decided to come on here one last time and update you guys on my life so far:

i am 23 now!!! just turned 23 last easter (happy 420 babyyyy) and i'm officially going to graduate from college at the end of the year with a bachelor of science in computer science #nerdalert

i didn't end up going to medical school (i didn't get in) but that was probably the single greatest blessing ever considering i would have been absolutely MISERABLE

pancakes and i are still best friends!! although there are no feelings WHATSOEVER anymore (i genuinely can't believe i was so head over heels for the gyal), we are still super super inseparable and she is still the loml (platonically tho). she's moved up to the north island to pursue a career and im still back in our hometown, so we don't get to see each other very often but we still text and call almost every day! safe to say, she's definitely grown a lot as a person and matured a lot and definitely not the person she was in highschool anymore BAHAH because boyyyyyy was i getting sick of her ass in our last year of highschool

idk if you guys remember lil fine shyt aka loml aka cute volleyball blonde that i talked about previously? if you do, great memory tf???? but if you don't, basically the run down is she was this really REALLY cute volleyball girl on a rival team who happened to be really good friends with my friend from primary school.

anyways... we're dating LOL

HAHAHAHAHAHA i honestly just have to laugh because i can't believe i bagged that bitch fr LMFAO if you don't believe in manifestation, this is living genuine proof of it working. like be soooo fr i been plotting on fine shyt since 2018 and i GOT HER ASS BABYYYY ‼️🗣️🗣️ 16 year old me really saw her and was like— that's my 5 year plan right there mf hailey bieber'd my way into the gyal's life

if anyone is interested on how we met: my little brother and his friends wanted to go cherry picking over the summer at the end of my first year in college to earn some money, but my parents didn't want him going by myself so I had to go along and chaperone them. When I got there, I was sharing a cabin with lil miss fine shyt who also happened to be working at the same orchard and it was just the two of us in the room. We became really good friends over the course of the whole summer and we kept in contact and still hung out when the cherry picking season finished. Then one thing lead to another and the little thot jumped my bones one saturday night while we were drunk at my apartment LOL and bitches are sooooo mad because why was that lowkey fanfic material LMFAOOOO i swear on my life im not making shit up, i promise you bro this is my real life fairytale shit

but yea we've been together since 2021 woooohoooo it'll be our 4 year anniversary this June 😎😎😎😎 no wonder i was so obsessed with her back in highschool even when i was in love with pancakes, this bitch is my soulmate, my wife, my everything fr fr fr and lemme tellll you she is everything i have ever dreamed of and more 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽 we 4Lifers fr fr i promise u dat

uhhhh i don't really know what else to update you guys on??? there's so much that's happened in my life but at the same time, not a lot hahahaha

i'm probably never gonna log back on ever again, but i'll keep my stories up because no matter how cringe they are, so much good has also come out of them.

i have gotten to interact with so many of you guys who've continuously supported me throughout some of the hardest years of my life, and for that i'm genuinely eternally grateful. i cannot thank you all enough for even reading what i have to say and what i've written in the past, no matter how shitty.

so yea, thank you all so much for everything. you guys really made a 15 year old from a small city in a small country's life so much easier just by existing half way across the world, and i will never be able to put it into words how beautiful that is and how thankful i am for it. even though i hate to admit it, this little app has helped shape who i am today in ways that i never thought it really could.

BUT if you are looking for something to read...

my very very good friend dartsafterroots  has decided to pick up the pen and paper (she remembered her wattpad login) and finally finish that Vanessa Moe fanfic AND BOYYYY LEMME TELL YOU

the story is SO FRICKIN GOOD and unlike yours truly over here, she ACTUALLY has a plan and direction for her book so it'll probably be finished which will make it a grand total of 1 completed book between the two of us LOL (fuck i'm so sorry I actually suck)

so yea, if you have a moment, i'd really love and appreciate if you could go check out 'The Mafia's Daughter' and i'm sure she would appreciate it too !! I promise you'll love it

thank you from the bottom of my heart once again, i will always be indebted to you all. i really do hope you guys can forgive me for #dipping on you before even finishing anything that i've written (im ngl i don't even remember where the plot was going for any of my stories LMFAOOO) and i truly truly truly mean it when i say i hope that you guys are doing well in your lives.

all my love,
Y xx