Stuck In The Closet (a life story)

so i did a thing #23

so I did a thing

as in

I went out

last night

to a party

at a flat

with my college friends

ah. so many regrets.

so for one, I was not planning to drink that night because y'all know my underage ass wasn't gonna break the law

but then one of my college friends (the guy who owns the flat) was like "let's do a shot together" and I was like "lmao no thanks go do one with your girlfriend I don't drink" and he was like "no I'm not taking no for an answer just one shot and I'll leave you alone" and I kept saying no for a solid 3 minutes and he would not leave me the fuck alone and then a couple of my other college friends started crowding around me and were like "omg yes!!! down it, down it, down it!!"

so to shut them all up

I took the shot

and my fUCK WAS IT THE WORST THING IVE EVER DONE

I hate the taste of honey and it was honey flavoured vodka (which I never knew existed until last night) but they were all cheering and shit and then one thing led to another and he was handing me my third shot of the night

I can't believe myself

anyway

I had about three shots of that honey vodka shit and people would go halfsies with me with their beers, cruisers and Smirnoffs

what is wrong with me

they also gave me hella shots of absolut vodka

WHICH YOU SHOULD NEVER DO HOLY HELL THAT WAS THE WORST DECISION IVE EVER MADE

I think I had 2 and a half of those absolut vodka shots and my god was it awful

it tasted like shit, burned down your throat like shit, and left you with a headache that pounded like shit.

overall a pretty shit experience but 11/10 would do again lmao

also these seniors/college guys kept trying to hit on me and idk I like kinda lowkey flirted with them a little bit bc I like the attention lmao sue me

anyway, idk they keep texting me and I'm kinda just like "bro chill I was only flirting last night cause I was bored not because I actually like you"

like the minute I left the flat, I legitimately got a text from one of them. no lie, it was kinda just like woah okay broski let's calm it down a little

also

surprisingly, I didn't wake up with a hangover????? which is good I think, either means I didnt drink that much (enough to get a hangover) or I'm a heavyweight

Either way, I'm glad that I didn't wake up with a hangover cause I had to perform the next day at a charity event thing

man I love performing it makes me so happy and it's so thrilling I dunno how to describe ir but it was great and I loved every moment of it 💘💖💙💚💓💞💛💝❤️💗💛💕💜

Anywhooooo

That's the story for the night! I hope you kind of enjoyed tonight's story time and if you didn't then fair enough, me neither lol

I love you all, thank you for coming back to check on me, take care of yourselves always ❤️