Literally just about my life as a closeted junior student currently studying at all girls high school :)))))
This ain't a fanfic about Hayley Kiyoko, she's just the cover because she's literal art and I'm gay trash for her andjdkkdc okay read if yo...
Wow isn't it a coincidence that this is story #16 and that today is my 16th birthday??!!?? Wow!!!! Amazing how the world works!!!!!
So you know how when it's the night before your bday, your best friends usually count down the minutes 'til 12AM with you or they Snapchat/Text you at 12AM on the dot... yeah, Pancakes did that for me.
And she's all the way in China.
In a different Timezone with shitty internet, she managed to be the first one, out of every single one of my other friends, to call me on WeChat wishing me a happy birthday and telling me that she loves me and misses me.
Dude.
I am so goddamn in love that beautiful woman.
From 12AM (about 8PM in where she is) to 3AM, we video chatted and caught up with everything that has happened in each other's lives but then she had to stop our 3 hour call cause she was about to get caught cause it was like 11PM over there and everyone was asleep so we resulted in texting each other on imessage instead hehehe
dude it was like nearing 4am and I was so tired and I wanted to keep talking to her but she had to be up at 6:30 cause she's volunteering at a school over there so she has to wake up early but look at her saying bye to me:
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FUCK I GET SO MUSHY EVERY TIME SHE TELLS ME SHE LOVES ME FUCK WHAT IS SHE DOING TO MY HEART wjdkdkelf
But throughout the day she kept sending me photos of herself with the school kids and she looks so fucking cute and so happy and so beautiful I'm 110% certain that I have never met a more beautiful soul than hers. fuck.
BRO I CANT STOP STARING AT THE PHOTOS SHES SO PRECIOUS NOBODY HURT HER AKCKSKDMF
Like yeah, cute blonde is so fucking gorgeous in the way that she makes me extremely nervous whenever we make eye contact or whenever she talks to me, and everything about her is incredibly perfect, but no one has made my heart feel as full as it does when I think about pancakes? Like someone could just casually mention her name and I would start smiling like a bloody lunatic because I start thinking about her and thinking about her makes me so happy.
Man idk what this is but it's weird and I need it to stop
