The Bodyguard

Accounts and Memories

I had called Stacy to come clean up the breakfast while I helped her. When Fero found out we had food outside he decided to make himself useful and help eat a lot of the food placed around. His daughters had been here all week too due to break. They also helped. After finally finishing up I decided to get dressed and go see my favorite god daughter across the street from us.

I had walked into Trevor's room but I had seem him talk into his phone maybe video chatting. "Guys this girl is amazing and that is one of the many reasons why I'm getting rid of that account. I love and appreciate so many of you and hopefully you all understand  why I'm doing this. Okay I gotta go now she's just staring at me and its getting a bit creepy." He said. I flipped him the bird and walked out but not before seeing the shocked look. "Fero lets go your coming with me. Come on girls they have kids around your age." I said as we walked towards the front door. "Kary where we going?" Aaliyah asked me. "My friend Brian lives across the street and I haven't seen him in a while. Unfortunately I cant leave the house without your dad or Trevor and He was busy. So your all coming along." She just shrugged and walked beside me.

The girls had gotten attached to me after the first day they met me considering me their Tia. I walked up to his house and used my key to unlock the door. "Babes?!" I yelled out. I instantly heard giggling and a set of footsteps followed by a brown mop of hair. "HEY NICK!" I exclaimed and I picked up the little girl. "I mish u." She said. Although she was older now her dad unfortunately still treated her like a baby and so she always spoke in a baby voice.

She was gonna have serious daddy issues growing up. "Where mom, dad and saint?" I asked. "Daddy with uncle matt and mommy is in the payroom." She said. I motioned for the rest to follow as I went into the play room with Nick still in my arms. "Hey hey, I'm home." I said as I saw Michelle and saint playing a game. "Oh hey I thought I heard your voice." Michelle said. "Hi auntie Kay give me a minute to beat mom." Saint said. I set nick down and motioned for Fero and the girls to sit.

Fero most likely being uncomfortable sat fairly close to me. He did not seem to be happy about something considering the whole time we had been together the past 15 minutes he seemed upset. I would ask him later.

After spending a good 2 hours with them we decided to head back home. On the way once we arrive at my front door I had asked Fero what was wrong. "Girls go inside I'll be in soon." He told them. After seeing the girls walk in and I crossed my arms waiting and feeling he was about to talk shit.

"I don't like it. Your like a leech sucking the soul out of my best friend just like his ex and jessica. He shouldn't have to change for you. Your not that fucking special and he could do a lot fucking better. Getting this job was a horrible idea. Why should he change for you? Are you going to change for him? Are you going to stop kissing other guys on screen." He said. I admit his words stung but I wasn't going to roll over.

"Whatever Trevor did was his choice not mine. I told him some of my life stories what he did with that is his choice. I wouldn't ask him to change for me. I know I'm not good enough. I've been told that my whole life. If he did do something it's not cause i told him it's because he wanted too. I know I'm not good enough. I'm practically damaged, I have scars to prove it." I said feeling the tears well up.

"If he wants to keep his account, if he wants to continue doing whatever he wants I'm fine with stepping away from him forever, if that will make you and him happy. But don't blame me if he changes. He's the one in control. If you both want to leave that's fine. I'll send a message to the girls telling them I'll be back later. And don't worry I'll let mike know this isn't working out." I said as I got in my car and drove away. Being a Taurus was hard when you got upset.

I usually walk away before the situation could get any worse. And this time I decided to go for a drive. I texted the girls and told them part of the situation. Trevor kept calling me but I didn't answer. I didn't know why I had blow things up. I should have talked to him in a calm manner. Fero was right I had no right in making Trevor chose anything.

I arrive in a more secluded spot on the beach and sat here. I rolled up my sleeves and had seen the scars. After my dad and then the assault happened. I didn't want to continue living. I had tried multiple times, feeling like I deserved to die. Holland and Phoebe both found me a few times. Stephanie never did which I was thankful for. Harry had been another.

I continued to sit and contemplate everything. I had left my phone in the cat so I didn't know how long I had been sitting here for.

TREVOR'S POV... AGAIN! 😍

"What did you tell her?!?!" I yelled. "Look I'm sorry I was pissed and i acted irrationally. I shouldn't have. I felt like she was being another Jessica. I'm really fucking sorry."

"You should be." I heard Holland say from behind him. "Where could she have gone she isn't picking up." I said. "She could be anywhere along the Pacific coast. Karina has very many spots." Phoebe said equality frustrated.

"I'm not leaving. I chose to get rid of that account cause I care about her. She didn't make me." I told them. "I know dude I sorry. I should have came to you instead of lashing out. I've seen you when you get hurt and I didn't want that again." Fero said. "We get it just next time take a different approach." Stephanie said.

After trying to call a few more times I got my keys. "I'm gonna go look for her. Where do you think she would be?" I asked no one in particular.

Holland walked back into the kitchen. "By the beach it has a small secluded area surrounded by rocks. Harry said that's where she would go when she wanted to be alone. Its before you hit the shops nearing Newport Beach." She told me. I left knowing exactly where I had seen that the other day with Karina.

She had pointed it out to me saying she loves that spot. I was so focused on her that I didn't remember right away or gave it much thought.

Normal POV

I was watching the waves crash remembering all the times my dad took us to the beach growing up before we moved. I missed it so much. I had stopped celebrating my birthday since I was born on his. I couldn't stomach celebrating it anymore. I was a daddy's girl. Unfortunately he got very sick over a year ago and kept getting worse as months went by.

The doctors said it was cancer and having diabetes made his condition worse. I had left halfway through filming a movie to be with him his last few weeks. On the morning of March 9th he passed away. Then the assault happened not much after.

I was broken. Dylan had tried to stay by my side but I ended up pushing him away. It didn't even last a month before he left.

I finally decided to get up from my spot on the sand. I looked out into the horizon and wished things could be different. I wouldn't change meeting Trevor though. He was bringing me out of that depression and I was loving myself and life again.

I walked towards the beach and dipped my toes in. The water was starting to get cold.

"Hey!" I heard from behind me. "How did you find me?" I asked. "Holland told me that you would probably be here, then I remembered you told me about it." He said slowly approaching me.

"I'm not going anywhere Karina. I'm here to stay if you'll have me." He said.

I sighed in content knowing he wanted to stay. "Fero is very sorry for how he reacted and Hope's you don't fire him." Trevor said. I just laughed. "I'm not mad, I'm just ugh. It triggered some stuff. He's fine for the time being." I said smiling as I went further into the water.

"Baby come on it's cold. You're gonna get sick." He said slowly coming towards me. "Why don't you make me." I said walking very slowly where I stood.

I saw something in his eyes change. I then saw him launch at me. I couldn't help but laugh since we both landed in the water. "The shit I do for love." He said. My breath caught in my throat. I didn't think he realized what he had just said. "Love?" I asked. He suddenly got pale like a ghost. He composed himself and said.

"What if I am?"