Her Revenge✓

19 : I AM STUBBORN

"Shh don't cry..and regarding killing you so I can never do that I am not a murderer but I will break till no extend for which I am scared. A way too much",he said and took his hand back which was near her face. She was starting him without blinking eyes

"Shehnaaz don't expect too much from me now as in this way you are going to hurt yourself as well",said Sidharth in cold voice. He stand up to walk away when Shehnaaz holded his hand

"I don't want to hurt you but I want to hurt myself because I broke your trust",cried Shehnaaz. Sidharth sat near her without turning his face towards her. He don't want to let her know that she is his weakness. He can't see her crying

"Trust ... Shehnaaz once it's broken then it is difficult to mend it. I never wanted to confess it but I regret trusting you. Shehnaaz what was fault in my love? Was your revenge important than me?
It does hurt. My heart bleeds when I remember that whom I considered my world broke my dreams.

I never complained when you didn't took marriage seriously as I think you are childish but.... Giving company's information to your brother was wrong. I don't care about deals. Atleast you could have asked same thing from me. I would have never denied your wish. Now see where we stand. We are poles apart now. It will better if you will leave this job and marriage. I want to live peacefully", confessed Sidharth his real feelings in front of her. He is much hurt from her betrayal. He never shared his documents with anyone but her. He never told security passwords to anyone rather than her . So when she turned her face he was broken beyond limits

"If we are poles apart then I will make sure that these poles will meet someday and will lead whole life together. Your love was never wrong Sidharth. There was no fault in your love but mine... I hate myself for same why I did that.. I didn't realised when my brain overpowered my heart which was already yours,",replied Shehnaaz and hugged him from back. Sidharth closed his eyes tightly to control his feelings as his heart want her in his arms always. Her touch is always magical for him. Everything changed but not the affect how her touch affects him. How her touch always make him loose his control

Shehnaaz kissed his shoulder as she know he is broken because of her stupidity. Shehnaaz pulled his cheeks that's when she realised that he was crying. Her hands became wet when she touched his cheeks. Shehnaaz slowly turned his face and noticed his puffy eyes. She know he is only her man and she can do anything to get him back in her life

"Don't cry Sidharth I don't like your tears... That day I said everything in anger", said Shehnaaz with tears. Sidharth pushed her hands back and helped her to lay down. He can never forget that day when he was excited to get his deal but everything went in vain when Shehnaaz gave presentation but not from his side but from Shehbaaz side breaking every piece of his heart

(Check part : 8 if you don't remember how Shehnaaz broke him)

"Anger.. Shehnaaz even I became a rude person I still am but I loose my rudeness in front of you. You know why?", He asked and answered himself before Shehnaaz could reply

"Because I loved you. A true lover  can't hurt the one they love but I am not a fool to fall in your trap again. I have already watched the consequences of trusting you", he said and left from there without giving her a glance as he know he may fall weak again. He looked from window to check weather she took medicines or not. When Shehnaaz took medicines he walked in terrace

"Should I hire a girl to show her I moved on? ", He asked from himself and then remembered how he tried committing suicide

"No this will break her if she genuinely loves me. Also I can never cheat so there is no need to pretend as well. I have only one option left to push her away that is behaving rudely with her. Once she is fine I will definitely make sure she will leave this office and me being tired. In this way I will get my answers if she loves me or not....but what if she will do everything again for revenge for snatching her brother..", thought Sidharth being scared and looked towards full moon which looked so beautiful to him. He remembers how they used to stay in terrace late night to see full moon. How Shehnaaz used to click pictures with full moon

He started remembering every old beautiful moment without realising time. When he looked to his watch it was already 10. He walked towards Shehnaaz room and checked weather she is awake or not? After being satisfied he kissed her forehead and joined thier foreheads

"I wish that day never existed",he thought and left from there. He took one more decision today that is to live here only from as the more he will try to stay away from her the more destiny will push them together

He started working in his laptop once he reached study room as Shehnaaz is sleeping in his room. Actually its their room. He gave her every right to do in this room , she still have it but somewhere his mind doubt her intentions. He don't know how and why she came in his life again but he know one thing that he is not ready to give chance
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Next morning

Shehnaaz woke up early and started searching for Sidharth. She checked washroom and other rooms as well but he was not there. Just then something strick in her mind and she ran towards study room to see him sleeping uncomfortably holding laptop in his hand. His head was resting on head board of sofa,one leg was hanging down and another leg was on table with laptop placed safely in his lap. Shehnaaz picked Laptop and placed it aside

She placed his both legs on table just then he opened his eyes and saw her holding his legs. He immediately took his legs back and sat comfortably but winched in pain when his neck pained

"What are you doing? Ahh", he winched in pain when his neck started hurting because he was sleeping uncomfortably.

"Vo ...you were sleeping uncomfortably so thought to make you feel comfortable", replied Shehnaaz while looking in his eyes. Sidharth nodded as he understood she spoke truth. Shehnaaz came behind him and started massaging his shoulder and neck which gave him relief but he don't want to trouble her so he holded her hands

"There is no need to do all these. Take rest", he said but Shehnaaz shooked her head

"Let me do it please.. I am fine and now want to do something for you. Otherwise forget work for 10 days I will take mom in my side ", warned Shehnaaz scaring Sidharth as he know his mom will take Shehnaaz side in this way if she will tell him that he is ill

"Fine do it fast", he said

"Aare it's not office work Sidharth but massage. It will take time atleast one hour", replied Shehnaaz shocking Sidharth as he know how much it hurts when someone use their arms that much

"No . Few minutes are enough", he said but Shehnaaz pushed his hands and started massaging him

"It's my wish", she said and started massaging him . Sidharth relaxed when she was massaging him. His whole tiredness went away when he felt her soft hands on his neck and shoulder. He don't want her to stop but he can't let her massage his neck for such a long time. But Shehnaaz is stubborn more than him . Shehnaaz understood what he must be thinking so she replied

"I am stubborn"
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A big sorry for late update ❤️

Will update next chapter soon .