Addicted to doctor forth ✔

49.Trying to resist

Forth smiles cleaning beam tears, while beam is reluctantly showing those hands away and not giving his face, but forth holds him by cheeks he sees beam closing his eyes tight with tears flowing down, he knew he is punishing himself, he cleans those cheeks and gets away letting beam to clamber out from seat.

Finally getting down the car, forth closes the car door he smiles to beam walking to the elevator he quicken to join the elevator holding beam hand

he feels tingles with forth holding his hand in elevator rubbing his knuckles a plead to look at him, last week forth is being obedient and this week forth is this! This means this only! Beam cannot explain he is facing all hormones he is blushing for the gentle hold like always forth is not leaving his hand

he walks along with forth looking to their joined hands he is back to home, pressing the code he walks in along with forth, his heart is beating fast he is avoiding everyone from one week now how to face them! A simple sorry won't be enough for what his father has done to the family, tears pooled In his eyes

forth grabs his cheeks tenderly cleaning those tears, he knew beam don't like to look into his eyes, neither he don't like him to hug and kiss him, because beam is punishing himself, and forth don't allow him to punish, he want to touch him even though no matter how he tried beam will not look and call his name and he don't want to force beam too. He will give him time, but today his father again cried to forth asking for beam, otherwise he would knelt, so forth forced beam, if not beam would feel more guilty if David do anything like that

hearing nami voices of speaking to beam, David walks out from kitchen he walks to beam and beam apologizes "sorry porr,"

"no apologizes," david hugs beam "...thanks for coming back son."

Beam holds his tears and nods while david pats his cheeks "..no more guilty beam, we are all happy to have you.."

He nods again, david don't want to pressure beam with more talks he gives time for beam home atmosphere will surely make beam mingle with the other kids too. he knew it's difficult for beam to behave as if nothing happen! As a son he must be feeling more burden than anyone in the home, they all wants to take care of beam and they are okay even if beam don't talk with them, but they just want beam to be near them so that they can take care of him.

Forth leads his sit on sofa he takes beam backpack placing on coffee table while nami joins beam "oiee...." she hugs his shoulder half way sitting beside him

He gives a small smile to her, while forth walks to kitchen and comes back in ten minutes with a warm glass of milk

"let's get you to our room,"

Beam looks upto forth holding the cup of milk he gulps turning red, he wants to sit on his lap and have milk, he tries to hide the blush

Nami eye rolls for forth affecting beam so much, "beam, if you want protection just come to me," she says sending a warning glare to forth

While beam reluctantly stands up to prevent anymore fight between the siblings, walking to bedroom he directly striding to washroom "keep it on desk, I will have it after having shower,"

Placing the cup back to table he is glad his eyes says everything beam is back to their bedroom, he walks to beam helping to undo the shirt buttons

While beam looks away feeling tears he is back to their bedroom the closeness is stirring him he stays calm he don't want to push away forth who is being close to him, he feels forth nails touching his skin which is sending tingle sensation he feels like squirming under the touch and forth reading his every skin cell reacting under his fingers tips