11.07.2021.
I've been reading more
I've been watching more
I've got more free time on my hands
Summer heat seems to be blooming again
Like an Ocean's wave
But still
I find myself unable to sleep at night
I feel empty
I feel so hollow
I got sleep paralysis night after night
I wanna scream but I can't even let out a whisper
I am tired even though I didn't do anything
Nights are long
But days are even longer
Waking up sleep deprived
I got no appetite
No feelings no nothing
I rarely talk to anyone anymore
I'm paralysed
I no longer feel things
I should cheer up
Get my life together
But where do I start
My heart keeps pounding
As if I've ran a marathon
It hurts my chest
I feel dizzy
What do I do
-picone
