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How I Met Your Oemma (Jeongyeon)

Today is her birthday. It's propably the worst day of the year for me, even 3 years after she's gone. I know I should do something about it but I can't, I don't have the courage to face all this.

- Did you try to find love with someone else?

- That's part of the things I can't do. I'm not ready.

- Well at least you got the courage to come to see a psychiatrist to get help on finding a solution. It's a good start.

- I know. But I feel that it's not enough.

- Well we're only getting our forth session together. And it's not a good thing to rush those kind of process.

- You think I'm beeing to hurry on that?

- My job is not to juge you, but to help you think about all those things.

- Of course doctor. Thank you.

- You're welcome. We have 15 mn left did you want to talk about something else?

- I found a support group for people who lost someone they love.

- Do you feel better when you share with them?

- I just got to 3 reunions now. I joined the group at almost the same time I started the session with you.

- Well it's not that bad to have the two ways. Let's see how it works in a couple of month.

- Ok.

- Well time's over. I hope you'll have a good afternoon, Y/N.

- I got my 4th reunion tonight. It was reschedule because the gym was used by the Suwon high school female basketball team for a last time training before their match.

- Well good for you so you will not finish you day alone.

- At least it saved me from a bad night.

- Maybe this reschdule will even end on a good thing.

- Maybe... goodbye doctor.

- See you on next week, Y/N.

9pm I'm at the gym door waiting for the rest of the group to come.

- Y/N?! Y/N-oppa?!

- Jeongyeon?! What are you doing here?!

- Well I just took all the courage I have and sign for a support group. The reunion is actually inside that gym.

- No way! I'm actually here for the same reason.

- You mean because of what happen to Seoyeon-unnie?

- Yeah, I guess you too...

- Yeah...

She got back to her smiling face.

- Well it's good to see that you're trying to feel better. And as I'm here for the first time it's good to know at least someone in the group.

- I'm happy to have you here too. Since we didn't really saw each other in the last 3 years.

We came to each other for a hug. Then the rest of the group finally came and we got in the gym. We install the chairs and the group leader started to speak.

- So tonight we welcome a new member in the group. Could you cheer with love Jeongyeon over here witch came to speak about the loss of her older sister. Jeongyeon, you can start when your ready.

- Well... where should I start? I am the maknae in the family. Seungyeon-unnie is a very bussy actress. Seoyeon-unnie used to work in a big company and I work for JYP Entertainment as a composer and songwriter. We've all very fulled agendas, but it didn't always been like that. We use to be the closest sisterhood when we were kids and there was no serious fight between us. And even with the distance, made with our professionnal lifes, we tryed our best to get moment together when we could. So when the phone rung that night and I heard the doctor telling me that Seoyeon was hitted by a car I couldn't believe it.