"I will ruin you baby," he whispers digging his nails into my hips sending a chill cascading down my spine.
"Then ruin me Jude, ruin me till there's nothing left of me." I spoke softly, "make me feel something, make me feel anything, make me feel al...
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I don't know why but I feel nothing.
Anastasia Nkole was beginning to bore me. Well, the truth is that she'd always bored me, she was just a more attainable replacement for her sister. Someone had to fuel my fantasy of her and who better to do so than her identical twin? Coraline also needed to learn something very important by my doing so, she had to realize that her sister isn't just an extension of herself but a whole other human being with a life and desires of her own.
It ignited something deep within me to know that she was jealous, yes jealous for the first time in her life and all at my own hand. It was interesting watching her skim her brain for reasons why anyone would ever choose Stassie over her, making her doubt herself for the first time in her life, making her feel the way she made others feel every single day at this goddamn school. I don't think she knows how much the other girls want to be her and how much the guys lust over her more than any girl from the paper pages of a playboy magazine.
It's because she was the real thing; beautiful, confident, and intelligent.
The secretary from the reception kept telling me how my mother had been calling non stop demanding to speak to me, wondering why I'm not picking up her calls. The truth is I'm not picking up anyone's calls anymore, I want nothing to do with the outside world for a little while and maybe it wasn't as bad as I thought, playing the high school kid and maybe I wanted to keep playing just a little longer.
