Chapter 40

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Chat with @Draco_Malfoyyy

3:46am

@HazzaJP

Hey

@HazzaJP

I know you'll be asleep right now

@HazzaJP

But I just wanted to tell you something

@HazzaJP

It's about what I've been thinking about all day and for a while now

@Draco_Malfoyyy

Hey Haz

@Draco_Malfoyyy

You ok?

@HazzaJP

Oh um hi

@HazzaJP

Sorry I didn't mean to wake you up

@Draco_Malfoyyy

You don't have to apologies

@Draco_Malfoyyy

Besides, I like waking up to you

@HazzaJP

:)

@Draco_Malfoyyy

What's wrong Harry?

@HazzaJP

Um well I was going to tell you without you responding until the morning but now that you're awake that won't happen

@HazzaJP

Sorry I'm just scared to tell you

@Draco_Malfoyyy

Nothing you can do or say would make my think negatively towards you or anything like that

@HazzaJP

But this might...

@Draco_Malfoyyy

It wont. I promise <3

@HazzaJP

Ok

@Draco_Malfoyyy

Do you want a minute?

@HazzaJP

Yes please

@Draco_Malfoyyy

Alright, I'll be here when you're ready

3:53am

@HazzaJP

Ok I'm telling you this because I really want to tell someone and I feel like you're the first person I should tell since you mean a lot to me. I feel like recently I've not really liked the way people address me all the time. I don't want to sound picky or annoying, it just makes me feel a little uncomfortable when people always refer to me as a boy. I still feel like I am a boy, but sometimes I feel like less of a boy than I used to or am supposed to? I don't know if that makes sense to you but yeah. Anyways, I know I'm not a girl and I don't feel like one, but sometimes I wish I could be like Luna. How people address her with she/them pronouns. They seem so much happier now and I feel like I am the same, but a boy instead of a girl.

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