Mafia King'$ Wife || K.TH & C.TZ

Chapter 45

TZUYU POV

We finally got home and jungkook was helping me to get out from the car because I'm just new to get out from the hospital and Taehyung just following us right now and jungkook was just holding my back that he can guide me inside and we start to seat at the couch

"I will get a glass of water first" jungkook said and I nodded while smiling a little and he start walking towards at the kitchen and I saw Taehyung start seating beside me

Then jungkook go here and give the glass of water to me and I start to drink the water and put the glass at the table

"I will stay here until you will be fine tzuyu" jungkook said and I smile at him

"Jungkook" Taehyung said and we look at him

"Yes?" Jungkook said

"Can you left us first?" He ask him while looking at jungkook and he look at me and I nod and he start to touch my shoulder and walk away from here first

Then I drink my water again

"For sure you heard Everything what they told me in hospital" he said and it was made me confuse and I look at him

"I didn't know, what they told you?"

"They told me about our past, Specially about you" he said and look at me

"Ahhh" i said and look down

"Why you try to do that again? Cuz you thought there's no one care for you?" Taehyung ask me while looking at me and I just smile while looking down

"I also don't know, I don't know what comes to my mind that night that I cut my wrist and tried to kill myself again" I said while smiling and I look at him with a smile and I look away again

"I know that there's a lot people who really care for me, but for sure one thing was making me like this, that my heart was only for someone who will truly love me and who I will love in my entire life..cuz it was different feeling when you have a partner in life, you know what I mean?" I said and look at him who is looking at me and I immediately wipe my tears and look away and breath out

"Everything is nice before, we are so happy, we have a lot of plans, funny here when you really keep asking me to have a kids already that I'm still not ready and that I still want that we going to marry each other in church before it's happened"

"But before that I first met you and know your real identity that you are mafia king and everyone here calling you king, actually before I really hate mafia because they kill my sister and I also feel before that my parents doesn't love me because I'm so different to Sally, cuz she was so kind..and do you know? Sally and sowon is really same, their personalities was really same" I said and Chuckle while crying now that I looking at him and I start to laugh and wipe my tears just to let out the pains that I felt again

"No wonder that you really fell in love to sowon, cuz we are same, I fell in love to her as as a friend because she was like Sally, and you fell in love to her because you found Sally on her"

"And it was so fine to me Taehyung, it was really fine to me" I said while nodding at him

I already crying badly infront of him right now and he was just looking at me right now and I just laugh again and wipe my tears

"It's funny that I acting childish right now..cuz, if there's a woman who will be exactly like Sally and you have an amnesia and you found that girl who exactly like Sally you will love her and forgot about me again, like I'm rebound, I'm always be a second not always be in first place..I'm not perfect woman that you want, I'm not Sally or sowon who was example of Perfect woman, cuz in your eyes right now, I can read that you really love her, you love sowon more than to your w-wife" I said in stutter way and I start to look away and cover my mouth that I won't sob and I start to wipe my tears again and get up

"I-i will go in my room first" I said and start to walk away from him

Until he call my name and it was made me stop from walking and I turn around and smile at him with pains

"Y-yes?" I said in stutter way

Then he start walking towards on me holding ba handkerchief and I look at him and he already facing me and he start to wipe my tears by the handkerchief that he holding right now

"I'm sorry for hurting you" he said and it was made me cry again and I just nodded while looking down now

"I-its ok Taehyung, i-its ok, it was fine, I'm fine Taehyung" I said while looking down

Until he hug me suddenly and it was make me cry on his shoulder for long time that I didn't feel this, it was happening again

I start to sob badly at his shoulder right now that he caressing my back right now to calm down myself because I really can't hold my tears right now