DEFENCE SYSTEM | NEWT; THE MAZE RUNNER

chapter twelve | backfired and forgiveness

A/N

warning: sexual harassment

btw i picked gally for no reason, I know he would never do anything like this, it was a random pick.

If you don't like this sort of stuff, please don't feel forced to read.

also, this chapter is VERY long, sorry in advance

LATER IN THE DAY

YOUR POV

I'm doing it. I have to. there's no other choice. these boys, well most of them, are practically my family. I can't let any of them get hurt. yeah, some of them are incredibly annoying and some of them are complete dickheads, but I've dealt with them for enough time already. I don't know who the note was leading towards. me? the glade? the boys? either way, I don't want anyone getting hurt around here. so I'm going. tonight.

the sun is setting rather quickly. too quickly for my liking. I wish I didn't have to go, but I can't risk anything. I practically love these guys. well, most of them.

it's dinner time; I'm walking towards the kitchen to sit and eat. I'm slowly freaking out. going into the hole is making me worried enough. I mean, the note did say there's no danger, but I also don't know who gave me this note, so I really am confused.

I finally made it to the kitchen where I was greeted by a smiling frypan.

"hey y/n!" fry said, happy as ever.

"hi," i said, quietly.

"you okay?" he asked, getting the food for me, with a concerned face.

"yeah..." i said, looking around me, doing a three-sixty to see if anyone was looking at me funny, maybe scope out the person who gave me the mysterious note.

"are you sure? you look kinda weird?" fry asked for the second time.

"mhm," I said, finally looking at him and grabbing my food from his hands.

"okay, enjoy," he said, with a small smile. then I walked off towards the regular table I usually sit at.

I was walking towards the table, looking everywhere to see if there was someone, ANYONE, who was looking at me strangely, or staring at my every move.

"hey y/n!" I could hear minho's voice from afar. then I looked towards the voice and saw him guiding his hand towards our usual table with me, minho, tommy and chuck.

"uh, hi guys," I said, walking towards the table, still looking around.

"are you okay n/n?" thomas asked me, worried face. this brought me back to reality.

"yeah, I'm okay," I said, finally sitting down next to chuck, opposite minho and thomas.

"k," thomas said, digging into his dinner.

"anyways as I was saying, I need the creators to send more hair gel. I mean my hair needs it's everyday use!" minho complained. I usually give a sneer or scoff about his everyday whine, talking about his hair gel, but I was zoned out.

"y/n?" a voice asked me.
"y/n!?" the voice asked again, I wasn't concentrating.
"Y/N!" the voice said, well shouted this time.

"huh?" I asked.

"what's goin' on with you, y/n?" thomas asked me. so that was the voice that broke me out of my thoughts.

"uh, nothing," I said, standing up.
"I'm just gonna go to bed, I'm tired," I said, and walked away to fry and gave him my dirty dishes to clean up. the boys were probably worried and confused about my weird actions. I mean I've never really zoned out before, I always listen to whoever was talking. that must be strange for them. anyways I needed a quick rest If I wanna go to the hole tonight.