The Three Months Rule

Pain and Tear

"No! Of course not! How can you said that Beam? I havr no relationship with her. At all."

Beam folded his arms in front of his chest. His eyes were squinted and his gaze was fierce. "Then how can S see and remember your tattoo?"

"I don't know, Beam. I've never seen that woman before. Never in my life I know her."

Beam sat on the side of the bed. Annoyed, angry, confused. The mysterious woman who was pregnant and lost her memory in Forth's house now clearly remembers the tattoo of a pair of dragons on Forth's back in great detail. He even looked at Forth deeply after Forth closed his shirt again. His eyes were full of hope.

We're Beam is jealous and suspicious. Wine reminded Beam that they had been together for two years and that Forth loved Beam so much that there was no way he could betray her by fucking her until she got pregnant.

Forth and Beam's journey back to their apartment was not pleasant. Beam was silent the entire way, still irritated by the way the woman was staring at Forth.

"Baby," Forth knelt in front of Beam and squeezed Beam's hands which were intertwined in his lap. "Don't you trust me?"

"Forth, she's five months pregnant, and the last seven or six months you've been busy with a project I never knew what. You always dodged every time I asked, came home late and we didn't spend much time together. Then, suddenly a woman it appears right in front of one of the Jamorhnooms. Don't you think it's suspicious, all of that?"

Forth looked up and looked at Beam with teary eyes. "I thought you believed in me more than that, Beam. I'm not a fool. If I were to cheat on you, I would never leave a trail that would trouble myself, like a child that woman carried. I would also choose a hot young woman, over a woman of her age. maybe the same as my brother. I have very high standards, which is you."

Beam was stunned to hear Forth's cold words. Forth stood up and looked at Beam with a look full of disappointment.

Beam grabbed Forth's hand. "Forth, Baby, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to suspect you. I was just... annoyed by the way that woman was looking at you and somehow the only thing she could remember was your tattoo."

Forth took his jacket and car keys and left the room. Beam was stunned for a moment before coming to his senses and chasing Forth out.

He grabbed Forth's jacket. "Baby, where are you going, it's getting late."

Forth looked at Beam's hands on his jacket and sighed. "I'm going. You need some time alone to calm your mind. Please rework whether what you think about me really comes from your heart, your beliefs, and your brain. I love you, Beam, only you, but you make me disappointed and hurt this evening, because you have more faith in a foreign woman who has lost her memory than me, with whom you have been with for two years."

Beam hugged Forth's waist from behind and buried his face into Forth's wide back. "Don't go, Forth, please. I'm guilty of doubting you, I'm guilty. I'm sorry, Babe, please don't go."

Forth removed Beam's hand from his waist and turned around. He held Beam's cheeks with his hands and kissed the tip of his nose. His eyes were wet. "I'll go and give you a chance to think. I'm also going to finish the project I'm currently working on so I can quickly show it to you and clear your doubts to me."

Beam couldn't do anything when Forth let him go after a soft kiss on his lips. Not long after, there was the sound of the elevator clanging from the corridor in front of the apartment.

Beam fell limp to the floor. His whole body was limp and his gaze was blank towards the door. Ford was crying. Ford was crying. Ford was crying.

Beam kept repeating the sentence in his mind and he himself subconsciously started to whimper for Forth's name.

How stupid, he was influenced by that woman. Ford is right. How could he trust the woman who appeared suddenly more than the person he loved?

Forth really didn't come home and Beam cried until he finally fell asleep because he was tired before dawn.

In the morning when he woke up, Beam stared at the empty side of Forth's bed. "Baby, please come home. I miss you," Beam muttered in a trembling voice.

He reached for his cell phone and called Forth, but it was connected to voicemail. Forth was really mad at him. No. Forth wasn't angry. Worse than that, he was disappointed and hurt. Beam held back tears when he called Lam.

"Good morning, Doctor Beam, what's up, calling me so early?" asked Lam in a sleepy voice.

"Is Forth at your house?" asked Beam directly.

"Forth? Didn't you two go home together?" asked Lam confused.

Beam bit his lower lip and thanked him. He wanted to ask Max and Tul, but he doubted they would know where Forth was.

After all, it was impossible for Forth to stay at Max and Tul's place because they lived in a one bedroom apartment.

Forth is more likely to stay at Lam's house because he and Park live in a two-bedroom house.

Beam felt his stomach was hungry and he remembered, last night Forth also left on an empty stomach.

Feelings of guilt piled up and he started crying again. This time his mistake was truly unforgivable.

The incident with Mimi one year ago was not his fault and he could bravely face it all to the end.

However, this time, he had hurt Forth with his own words. The words that contained his disbelief and doubts to Forth were only because a pregnant woman remembered Forth's tattoo and looked at him expectantly.

Beam was crying uncontrollably. He was really scared. His hands trembled as he reached for the phone and called someone.

"F-Forth left. I hurt him, help me, Forth will leave me. I-I hurt him...."

Beam burst in tear and broke.

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