Trust

Part 14

Maddie's P.O.V

Im so nervous, im nearly shaking. This could effect my whole career and it hasn't even started yet. O my god what if I am pregnant, what if Jack dumps me, what if he doesn't want it. Im not against abortion but i could never do it myself. "Tell me already, its been like 10 minutes." I say standing up, pacing back and forth. "you fucking pregnant man, congratulation's." She runs up to me hugging me crying. I just stand there in shock, This has to be a dream. "man, you ok?" She says pulling away from the hug, i feel sick. I run to the bathroom and throw up. "I'm the god mother ok man, im so excited." Shes jumping up and down and im throwing up my guts. Im fucking pregnant. How am i going to tell Jack? I haven't even told him that im moving to LA, I want my child's father to be there for them every second and im moving to LA. What happen's if he wont move to LA and forgets about me and the baby. My child is going to have a father in there life even if i have to buy one. 

"Katey, i havent even told Jack im leaving for LA or that im signed. And now i have to tell him im pregnant with his child." I burst into tears on the floor. This can't be true, im taking all them tests. "lets try some more tests. it could be too early." I say getting up taking 3 more tests into the bathroom. "Ill get some water so you can keep peeing." She says running down stairs, taking what feels like forever for me. "Here." she hands more bottle's of water and i scull and 4 of them making me want to pee in second's. I take the tests and sit them down next to the positive one. We wait 5 mintue's and there all positive. "Im just going to take the rest of the tests, i mean it still could be wrong." I say getting Katey to hand me the other 6 tests. She gets me more water and i pee on the tests. 

"shit!" there all postive. ahhh, i cant hide this from Jack, i fucking leave on Sunday. "Maddie, your pregnant. there's no hiding it." Shes right, 10 tests cant be wrong. "fuck!!!" I get up and lay back on her bed. 

Text from Jack:

Jacky boy <3: Hey baby, you ok? thought you where just going to the store! call me!! <3 xx"

Shit iv been gone 2 hours. "i better head home, ill call you." I say hugging Katey. "ok man, baby little baby." She says into my tummy. i text Jack saying im on my way home. I drive back, crying the whole way. My life is REALLY about to change. I wipe my eyes and calm myself down before walking inside. "Babe!" Jack says running down the stairs bear hugging me the moment i walk in the door. "whats wrong beautiful?" I have no idea how to say this. Should i say it now or later? no, now. I leave Sunday. "um yeah, lets go to my room." I say walking up the stairs. Here we go, im about to tell him. "whats wrong?" his serious now. I sit on the end of my bed and he sits next to me. "i have to tell you something." I say my face turns red. Im so nervous right now. "im umm.....Moving to LA. I got signed by a label. Thats actually why me and Katey went out there in the first place. I leave Sunday." i say looking at him slightly. His face is pale and his looking at the ground. "im sorry, i thought we could have a long distant relationship." He stands up say nothing, not even looking at me. "Jack say something." I say letting one tear run down my burning face. "what do you want me to say? I cant stop you. but you lied to me. You just led me on this hole time. Who gets into a relationship telling a lie?" His now yelling.

"i never led you on Jack i like you as much as you like me. I never lied to you. i just never told you" i say standing up. "So that makes it ok?pfft, that's bullshit Maddie." he says still yelling, grabbing his bag and walking down the stairs opening the door. "Jack." I say grabbing his arm, stoping him. He looks into my eyes and all i can see in his eyes is disappointment and anger. He gets out of my grip and starts walking off. "Im pregnant." He stops at the words. Well i guess thats it, im a single mum already. "What did you just say?" He says so quietly i hardly hear him, he dosen't even turn around. "Jack, what do you expect when we have sex without any contraceptive's." Another tears run down my cheek. "so its just my fault then!" He says turning around, looking at me. "no,i didnt mean it like that, its not any one's fault Jack. We have to talk about this, come inside please." he says nothing, He just walks back inside. We both walk back up to my room and sit on my bed. "so your just going to leave with my child and live in LA? How am i going to raise a child over facetime?" His not yelling but he's voice is raised a little. "No, i dont expect you to raise a child over facetime crazy. I dont no what to do. I only found out before at Kateys." I say letting even more tears run down my face. He wipes a tear from my cheek and looks down at the ground. "Im not god, i dont have any answers right now but im not just going to let you live in La with my child by your self. I want to be there for not only the child but for you babe. i just...i dont no what to do." He runs his fingers throw his hair and a small tear runs down his cheek.