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𝚓𝚓 𝚘𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚗𝚓𝚒 + 𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚗 - 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙

y/n Payne - your name

𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜: sexual assault, assault

description - you are 22 years old and you are the younger sister of ethan payne and the girlfriend of jj olatunji. You live in a house with all of the sidemen, talia and freya. (if you don't want to read this chapter because of the events that take place i totally understand just skip and move on to the next one, much love💓)

y/n pov

i couldn't even think straight, i was shaking in fear wondering why me and why are people like this. if your wondering what happened let me tell you, i just got raped. abused and raped. i know what everyone is probably thinking 'you must of done something or worn something to get them to do that' because people always love to blame the victim. we'll let me tell you now what happened was not my fault.

flash back
i was just on my way back from the gym after an hours session it wasn't that late probably around 6pm but it was already starting to get dark because we're in the middle of winter, jj and the rest of the guys know where i am and what time i should be home because i do the same routine every day. as i was walking i heard footsteps behind me which was weird because no one else was out but i still turned around to check and nope no one was there 'that's a bit strange' i thought to myself but i just shrugged it off and carried on walking. about 5 minutes later i heard it again but this time when i turned around to look i got dragged into an alleyway by an old creepy man, "hello my lovely" the old man creepily whispered in my ear "what do you want, leave me alone" i said in a scared tone "you are a pretty one aren't you" he said eyeing my body up and down (i was wearing a sports bra underneath a t-shirt with cycling shorts) "leave me alone" "no can do sweetheart" the old man said as he put his hand up my top grabbing onto my breast "don't touch me" i shouted while trying to get out of his grip, "shut up you slut" he said slapping my face and dragging me to the floor by my hair. "stop please stop" i screamed in fear as he was pulling my pants and panties down "help me, someone help me please" i shouted as loud at i could, by now they was hot tears streaming down my face more and more falling with every second that goes by. "look at you darlin, look at these curves" her said right before thrusting inside of me, which caused me to scream in pain.

time skip to when it was finished

i was just laying on the cold concrete floor in the alleyway shaking in fear that he was going to come back. i waited another 10 minuets of just laying there to try calm myself down a little bit, after the 10 minuets was over i decided to get changed. i pulled my shorts and panties back on wincing as it touched the bruise on my thighs from where he had been holding me down, my phone was smashed so i had no way to ring anyone to come get me. great. looks like i'm going to have to walk, i shakily stand up nearly losing my balance from all the pain and emotions shooting through my body and start to walk back to the sidemen house, luckily it was only about 5 minutes away but for me it would probably take about 20 with the pace i was walking at.

when i reached the front door i just fell to the floor in pain with tears streaming down my face and started banging on the door as hard as i could, after about 1 minute of banging harry came and answered the front door confused who was knocking at this time, thats until he looked down and saw me all beat up with my t-shirt ripped and blood all over my shorts. his eyes widened in shock wondering what had happened to me "y/n what happened to you,are you alright" harry said lightly while stepping forward and reaching his hand out to help me up, this caused me to freak out "don't come near me, don't touch me" i shouted while my lip was quivering. this got the attention of all of the other guys and they came rushing to the front door.

jj's pov

me and the rest of the sidemen were all sat in the kitchen talking until we heard banging at the front door "that's a bit weird who's knocking at this time" josh said confused "yeah and why are they banging so hard" vik added on "dunno but i'm not going to answer" simon said "not it" vik,me,tobi,ethan and josh said quickly leaving harry to go answer the door "fuck sakes man, fine i'll go" harry said. it was 5 minutes later and harry still wasn't back "bruv, what's taking him so long" ethan said  "i know he's been like 5 minuets" tobi said, we were all really confused until we heard someone that sounds like y/n scream "don't come near me, don't touch me." when we all heard this we dashed to the front door to see y/n all beat up with her t-shirt ripped and blood all over her shorts, when we all came to the front door she backed away even further away into the fence shaking in fear. "harry man what happened" i said starting to get angry that someone had hurt my girlfriend "i dunno lad, i opened the door and she was just on the floor shaking and crying but when i went to go help her up to bring her inside she just told me not to touch her" harry said concerned, i just nodded while slowly walking up to y/n saying "y/n baby it's me jj" but she was still backing away shaking in fear "baby i'm not gonna hurt you, you know that come here" i said once i got to her and held her in my arms, i felt her relax a bit in my grip. we were both sat on the floor while she was clinging on to me for dear life, the guys were all still standing at the door confused i just looked up and shrugged sadly not knowing what to do.