When we loose someone we love we must learn not to live without them , but to live with the love they left behind-
All I remember that day is dropping to the ground and screaming, I still have the bruises on my knees.
That night I couldn't stop crying.
Peter tried not to cry but I could tell he really badly wanted to .
The next day I looked at Peter and he look back at me.
His eyes where puffy and red. His hair was messy.
P: I tried Stacey I did but I couldn't hold it.
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I ran to him hugging him letting the tears fall onto his shirt.
S: I know you don't have to hold it in not for me.
I felt my voice cracking with each word.
I heard someone pull into the drive way. It was millie and Dolly.
Millie ran out the door running to me.
She hugged me making me want to scream into her shoulder.
I noticed Charlie was also in the car trying to comfort Dolly.
M: I'm so sorry ,listen I swear I will never talk to that hoe Caroline again I promise.
Millie wiped the tears off my face.
She handed me a box of ice cream my favorite too. I wanted to smile to thank her but it felt like it was impossible to smile, it was like all the muscles near my mouth didn't work anymore.
S: thanks Millie, really, it helps.
I hugged her.
She frowned after hearing my crack voice.
Millie's pov: I handed Stacey the ice cream. I only wanted her to smile but she didn't all she said was " thanks Millie really it helps". Before she hugged me I noticed her cracky voice I knew that she had been screaming and crying a lot. I only wanted to make her happy but the whole time she never smiled, she only winced her eyes or nodded or said in a happy tone thank you.
Stacey's pov:
After Millie left I went into Amelia's room. The room that used to always make me happy that now made my heart shadder into a million peices. I felt frustration fume threw my body. I grabbed vaces, toys, pictures and threw them causing them to break. I stomped threw the room screaming and crying. I knocked over the tv, I shattered the window. I look at her bed with tears covering my face. I saw her favorite stuffed animal. I grabbed it.
It was the most precious thing to me. I hugged it while slowly sliding to the ground. I sobbed causing The tears to soak into the bear.
I heard the door slam open.
P: thank goodness your all right.
He sat next to me.
P: I didn't know what I'll do if I loose another person I love. His hand rested on my shoulder.
I looked at my engagement ring. I didn't know what to do now. It felt like my life was falling apart.
