Ｔｈｅ Ｏｎｅ Ｔｈａｔ Ｉ Ｌｅｔ Ｇｏ (Matsukawa X Reader)

Ch.5 Missing You

■Matsukawa's POV■

I'm sitting on the exact same bench again next to the vending machine in this station. Missing three trains already because I'm waiting for a certain one, the one that's supposed to come any minute.

The sign of another train will arrive has rung, I got up from my seat and walks closer to the borderline. The train that I've been waiting for came and I'm trying my best to scan inside the cart when the train moves slowly and stops.

She keeps getting on the last cart...

I walk into the last cart from the door on my right side, while Y/N is standing near the center door. She always stands in that very spot, getting on this train at the exact time every morning, and I've been getting on this train just so I can see her figure for the past two weeks.

Y/N always puts on her earphones and looks at her phone when she's on the train. Ever since I saw her again two weeks ago, and been watching her like a damn stalker every morning and after work. 

My shift ends at five when there's no burial, but I always wait for the train that comes at 07.15, because that's what Y/N always rides. So much for someone who hurt her but can't help but want to see her. But I know, she doesn't want to see me.

"Y/N: please... (sobs) give me what I want... I... don't want to meet you or talk to you... say no more (sobs)... don't try to explain things..."

Her crying face that night, the look in her eyes showing how much I hurt her, I can't forget about that. 

"Y/N: please... go...and pretend that this never happens... that... (sobs)... We ever happen"

I look at her as she stares at her phone, looking interested in whatever she's seeing on the screen right now.

Pretend that we never happen...

Her smiling face from when we were together, comes into my head.

Matsukawa: that... is something that I couldn't do...

The train stop and just like any other day, Y/N goes to where her office is and I go to mine. Mayuki is my girlfriend, and doing this won't make Y/N talk to me or even forgive me, Maki says it's useless and weird. 

But...

I don't want to stop...

I at least want to see her...

The one that I let go....

I'm... missing you...

■Y/N's POV■

I'm cutting some ropes to make a resistance for the fabric we're about to color. Kanato senpai is mixing the dye while I'm in charge of putting the resistance on. 

Y/N: done...

I can feel a presence next to me and look up to see Kanat senpai smiling.

Kanato: the dye is also ready... shall we dye it now?

I nod my head and Kanato senpai helps me with moving the fabrics to the dyeing room. We both dye the fabrics and hang them to make the color got oxidated. We didn't forget to mop and brush the floor because the dye could leave some stain. When we're sure that the dyeing roo is clean, we wash our hands and go to the other division.

Runa: My, My, are you guys done with the new pattern?

Kanato senpai closes the door to the central room where most of the employees are right now.

Kanato: it'll be dry by tomorrow, and I'll run another test to make sure the color won't fade or smear... Y/N did well with making the pattern composition, though it's kind of hard...