Numb- Demi Lovato and Nick Jonas

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Demi

"NICK JONAS AND OLIVIA CULPO BACK TOGETHER?!"

As I read through the article I couldn't help but laugh. It was obvious Nick wasn't as into her she was into him. Nick's smile was fake, I know him well enough to see that. I felt the bed shift next to me and locked at my phone before Wilmer could see what I was reading. I felt his lips on my neck and couldn't stop myself from comparing them to next.

"Are you okay?" I looked up at his concerned eyes.

"Nothing, just a lot of my mind."

Wilmer leaned back against the pillows, "Talk to me Demi."

I sighed, "I don't want to think about it anymore..." I moved my leg so I was straddling him, "Just make me forget for a while, just make me feel good. Make me forget Wilmer."

Wilmer spread his hands across my back and he smirked, "I can do that."

~*~

It's horrible having to fake my feelings for Wilmer when all I want to do is run to Nick and hold him in my arms. Every time Wilmer holds my waist or kisses my neck I have to stop myself from picturing Nick. It was our one month since we got back together anniversary so I know Wilmer would want dinner and sex, but I wasn't even sure if I should, or break up with him.

Nick and Olivia were plastered all over the gossip sites and the magazines. I couldn't even walk into CVS without it feeling like I was being slapped in the face.

My phone beside me began to rain in Wilmer's face flashed across my screen.

"Hey baby." I cooed, feeling another twist in my stomach and how fake I felt.

"Hi to you too Demi."

I nearly dropped the phone, "Nick?! Why do you have Wilmer's phone?"

He chuckled, "Wilmer is a bit intoxicated and he's at Joe's house with me. Do you think you I could come pick them up? I do it myself but we've all been drinking."

I sighed, "Fine. I'll be there soon. Bye."

I hung up without listening for his reply and grab my keys, walking out of my house and over to the car. Joe's house was only a few minutes away thankfully, so wouldn't have to him to take much time to think about the situation. I pulled into Joe's driveway quickly, rocks flying is a skidded to a stop. Nick opened the door for me before I could even knock and they gave me a small smile.

"He's in the living room."

I followed him into the room and sighed as I saw Wilmer sitting on the couch giggling with Joe.

"Wilmer, Demis here to take you home." Nick said, and Wilmer looked up with a smile.

"Okay!" 

I couldn't help but smile as he stumbled towards me. Drunk Wilmer was always kind of adorable. 

"Hi." He whispered into my ear as I grabbed his hand and begin leading him out of the house. 

"Hi" I said back, and he tripped over step, nearly knocking us both over. 

"Sorry." Wilmer mumbled, and tried to catch me, "I'm sorry."

 I rolled my eyes as he repeated himself,  "It's okay babe, let's just get out here."

Wilmer nodded and after e finally made it to the car. Instantly, he began fidgeting with seat buttons that brought him forwards and backwards.

"Babe!" I laughed, "Stop that, just sit still!"

Wilmer smiled goofily, "Okay."

I took his hand as I sat and drove and he leaned against the back of the seat, "You know, you're really pretty."

I smiled at his drunkenness, "Thanks Will."

He smiled, "I'm really lucky to have you Demi. I love you."

I glanced at him and saw the seriousness and his eyes, for a split second I felt butterflies my stomach and a warming in my heart, "I love you too Wilmer."

He smiled and looked out the window, "But not like you used to."

I nearly crashed the car.

"What?!"

He sat up a bit and looked at his hands "I know somethings wrong, I'm not stupid. I know that when you kiss me, it's not like you used to. When we're in bed, you don't like when I hold you even though you use not be able to sleep if I didn't." He sighed, "I'm losing you, aren't I?"

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