(A/N: thank you guys so much for 100+ reads :D I didn't think this book would get alot of attention also this book its not spell checked or checked at all I just write it and publish it)
TW: Suicidal Thoughts, ED, Panic Attack, Drinking, Self Harm
Tommys POV
I was in a forest with Tubbo and Wilbur
"Tag your it" I say as I tap Wilbur
I start running
After about 30 minutes of running I look behind me and no one is there
Where are they
Did they ditch me
They don't care
I know..
Your a nobody
No one likes you
Useless
I'm sure Tubbo and Wil care
They just ditched you
They don't care
Trust me
They don't care
Everything started going black
I started getting scared and panicking
"TUBBO!?!"
"WILBUR!!"
"PLEASE!!"
"Tommy"
"Tommy!!"
"TOMMY!!"
I shoot my body up
I start breathing heavily with slight tears in my eyes
I was sweaty
Tears started rolling down my face as it started getting harder to breath
At this point I was gasping for air
Suddenly I feel arms wrap around me
The warmth somewhat calmed me down but not enough to stop the panic attack
I was still breathing heavily
"Tommy.. Tommy, its gonna be ok"
"I promise" Wilbur said in a low monotone voice it was soothing
"Tommy look at me"
I look up at him while tears are streaming down my face
"Copy my breathing pattern"
He started to breath slowly but loudly
I started to copy it and I started to calm down
Soon enough I got my breath back
"Tommy what happened"
"Sorry you had to see me like that, it was just a nightmare no need to worry"
"Tommy I can tell your lying"
Fuck he's onto me
"Trust me I'm fine it was just a small nightmare"
"Tommy that wasn't a small nightmare! You had a full on panic attack!?!"
"It happens often don't worry im used to it, its nothing new"
YOU ARE READING
I'm sorry.. Tommyinnit Angst
FanfictionTW Self harm Suicide attempt Underage Drinking ED Swearing Throwing up Abuse . . . . . . . . . THERE ARE NO SHIPS IN THIS BOOK . . . . . . . . . Please no hate please tell me if you have a problem with my book and I will change it right when I see...
