Cast of Spell [COMPLETED]

Two Enchantments for One Feeling: Part IV

Wednesday night I went upstairs-- in my room.

Dala-dala ko ang itim na kandila, a bottle of goddess oil, a ceramic bowl, gray towel, parchment, and a gray cloth.

In front of a blessed rock on my desk I rub the goddess oil on the black candle. Pinatong ko iyon sa gilid para matuyo.

Sinulat ko ang huling mensahe ko sakanya sa isang parchment. While I was writing, a tear fell on the parchement. But I continued-- sobbing. Pinatong ko na ang kandila at sinindihan ito.

I burned the parchment above the ceramic bowl so that it can catch its ash. "Nagmahal nawala, hindi nagtagal. Kagaya nang nasunog na papel sa pagtawag nang majika. Wala nang pagmamahal na nakapuno sa puso ko, mawala ito sa ngalan ng apoy na sumusunog nito, nagyundin" I whisper the enchantment while the parchment is slowly turning into ash.

When the parchment completely turned into ash I put the ash on the gray cloth, binasag ko ang isang bote sa gilid at nilagay ang bubog n'on sa abo na nakapatong sa gray na tela. I fold the cloth to wrap up the ash and broken glass inside. I sealed it together using the wax from the black candle.

Bumaba ako at dumiretso sa gubat, the night is still young. Meron pang mga tao na naglalabas. I made sure na walang makakita saakin sa papasok ng gubat. Nang makarating na ako sa gitna naghukay ako at doon ko nilibing ang gray na tela at ang kandila. I covered it again with dirt at bumalik na sa bahay.

I cannot forget the memories that I made with him, so might as well just remove my feelings that I felt for him. Even a demon cannot stole it.

I though everything was already okay. But after they left, doon ko lang naramdaman ang pagdurog ng puso ko. Doon ko lang naramdaman ang sakit, kung saan wala na ako sa harapan niya. He already moved on, ako nalang ang hindi pa.

With a teary eye I grabbed another two black candles and a red yarn. Bumalik ako sa kuwarto.

I carved Denzel's full name on one of the candle and I carved my full name on the other one as well. Pinatong ko iyon sa mesa, five inch away from each other. I tied the yarn into a circle and place it between the two candles. Sinindihan ko na iyon and I just waited for it to burn down the vine.

If I need to do more than two of this crafts, I will do it. I already did one, so might as well try a different method just to make sure, hoping that the pain will be gone overnight.

I waited pero nakalahati na ang kandila, the yarn still didn't burn. Sumasama lang ito sa pagbaba. I waited longer-- patiently. Nang kaunti nalang ang naiwan sa kandila-- probably inch away from the table.

There....

The yarn already catch the flame of the candle.

And I just stared it....

I closed my eyes, as the yarn already burned and it completely split up.

Just like my feelings....

It already burned.

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-PUTI